remember?â
I think I doâvaguely. Mia and Beth can deconstruct a film to shrapnel, but usually itâs the soundtrack, more than anything, that stays with me.
âLooks like the guyâs a shoe-in for a Spirit Award this year,â says Beth. âAnd heâs, like, twenty-four.â
âWell, thatâs great,â I say. âIt helps the movie, right?â
âRight.â
âAnd when you get the lead part, thatâll mean even more attention for you too, right?â
No answer.
I poke at the shower curtain, and she yelps. âRight?â
âI really donât know,â she tells me. âThey cast these roles on type. Like who looks good with who. When Jon Ayers was in the lead, I had it nailed. Heâs a big guy. Part Hispanic. We had mad chemistry.â
âWell, just go and have mad chemistry with Garrett.â
She snorts.
âWhat?â
âNothing. Letâs just say Iâm not his type.â
âWell, be his type,â I tell her. âYouâre an actor. Anyone who canât see how beautiful and talented you are is a dumbass, and these guys are not dumbasses.â
âThatâs true,â she says, and cuts off the water.
âWhoâs not a dumbass?â Mia asks, peeking around the doorway. Her dark curls fill the narrow space like her own personal storm cloud.
âBethâs worried she wonât get the part now that they cast someone else as the male lead,â I explain.
âYouâll get the part,â Mia says.
Beth rolls her eyes and wraps up in a towel.
âSeriously,â Mia insists. âThey used you for the teaser. They already see you in the part. And your acting kicks ridiculous amounts of ass. You light it up in there, Bets. I promise.â
â And your best friend is Assistant Director.â
âWell, Second Assistant Director,â Mia says. âWhich I think was really just Adam throwing me a bone so I wouldnât follow him around, keening.â
âThat Adam Blackwood could throw me a bone anytime,â Beth mutters.
âWeâre getting off-topic,â I tell them. âCome on! I need this. Iâm seriously down to seventeen dollars and a couple of drink tickets. I donât want to have to go home to Lexington and teach music lessons. Please donât make me.â
Mia squeezes my shoulder. âChin up, Sky. Bethâs going to kill it. Youâre going to score at least a speaking part. Iâm going to AD my ass off, and itâs going to be magic and sparkly unicorns for all.â
She leaves.
âSee?â I say, grinning. âMagic and sparkly unicorns for all. Itâs been decreed.â
âWell, as long as itâs been decreed.â
âI think youâre just nervous,â I tell her. âLike your dream is so close to coming true you donât want to jinx it. But youâll see. Itâll be just like Mia says. Youâll rock the lead. Iâll rock whatever job I can get. Youâll become a great big star. And Iâll get my cello back and serenade you on your worldwide press tour.â
Beth laughs. âWay to dream big, Pinkie.â
âAlways.â
  Chapter 3  Â
Grey
A s soon as we get in the car, Adamâs on the phone with Brooks, his college buddy whoâs also the director and co-producer of the film heâs funding. While Adamâs more of a high-tech and financial wizard, Brooks knows everything about the film business. Heâs been working at the big studios for years, with the last two at Lionsgate. Theyâre a good team. A motivated person could learn a shit-ton about The Business by listening to them. That personâs not me.
As he drives and talks to Brooks, I pull the ski hat he forced me to wear down over my ears and recline the seat all the way back, trying to get some sleep.
At the Coffee Bean in the Country Mart, Adam parks and shoves a