Winter Street Read Free

Nathaniel’s texts.
Chipotle ckn xtra mayo
is what the two of them order every time they go to Panera. Ava
introduced
Nathaniel to the chipotle chicken; it’s their sandwich, their chain restaurant, their tradition. One of the reasons Ava knows she’s in love with Nathaniel is that she loves doing regular, everyday things with him. She loves eating lunch at Panera in the crappy Hyannis strip mall with him; she loves waiting in line at the post office with him. She
loves
curling up in his arms on his brown corduroy sofa and watching holiday movies.
Trading Places
is their favorite. At least a dozen times in the past three weeks he has answered the phone by saying, “Looking good, Billy Ray!”
    And she has answered, “
Feeling
good, Louis!”
    In addition to being her lover, he is also her friend.
    But now, it’s two days before Christmas, and he’s gone. “Eeeeeeearrgh!” Ava screams.
    There’s a knock on her window, and she jumps. She wipes away the fog her breath is causing, and there stands Scott Skyler, the assistant principal, in just his shirt and tie—no winter coat. She cranks down her window.
    “Hi, Scott,” she says.
    “You okay?”
    “Yes,” she says. “Not really. Nathaniel went home.”
    “Oh boy,” Scott says. Scott has served as Ava’s confidant for the past twenty months, which isn’t really fair, as Scott harbors a crush on Ava that apparently only grows stronger the more she talks about Nathaniel.
    “Want to go to the Bar?” she asks. A beer and a shot with Scott and her brother—maybe two shots, since, in addition to the Nathaniel problem, she misses Bart, and her mother, and there will be no adorable nephews to open the gifts she spent hundreds of dollars on—seems like the only thing in the world that will improve her mood.
    “I can’t,” he says. “I’m serving dinner at Our Island Home tonight. Salisbury steak. You’re welcome to join me.”
    Ava lets a single tear drip down her face. Even Scott is busy. He is a tireless do-gooder, something Ava loves about him. She tries to imagine any one of her three brothers serving Salisbury steak at Our Island Home and comes up empty.
    “You’re coming over tomorrow night, though, right?” she says.
    “Wouldn’t miss it,” Scott says, and he reaches over to catch the tear, a tender gesture that only starts Ava crying harder.
    She wipes at her face with her palms and says, “Screw it, I’m going to get drunk.”
    “Okay,” Scott says. “Maybe I’ll see you later.” He hurries back into the school, and Ava realizes that he only came out to the parking lot to check on her. Sweet, sweet man, great friend, but not her type. By which she means, not Nathaniel. She is sunk. Sunk!
    She will go to the Bar.
    Then her phone quacks and she thinks,
Nathaniel!
    No such luck. It’s her father.
    “What?” Ava barks into the phone. She loves her father, but he has the disadvantage of being constantly available and, because she still lives at the inn,
always around,
and hence he has to deal with her darker moods.
    Kelley says nothing for a second, and Ava wonders if he’s going to reprimand her for being rude, or if he’s calling to tell her that Patrick has canceled, or if—God forbid—something has happened to Bart.
    “Daddy?” Ava says.
    “Mitzi left,” Kelley says. “She moved out.”

MARGARET
    S he reads the briefing sheet: four troops killed in Afghanistan, an apparent serial killer in Alaska strangling Inuit girls with piano wire, rumbles heard from Mount St. Helens for the first time in nearly thirty-five years, and SkyMall declares bankruptcy.
    “Boring,” she says to Darcy, her assistant. “Or am I just jaded?”
    “Boring is good,” Darcy reminds her. “It’s Christmas.”
    So it is. Margaret looks around the newsroom: There are tabletop trees and strings of colored lights draped over cubicles. There are fake wrapped presents in a studious pile on top of the filing cabinet; those empty boxes sit in a storage