name.
She looked him over. âIn that getup, you really could be him.â
âOh, sure.â He mocked the comparison, even if he was flattered by it. âMaybe I should get a Porsche like his, the one he smashed himself up in.â
She sucked in her breath, as if the wind had just been knocked out of her. âYou shouldnât say things like that.â
âI was just goofing around.â And being stupid, he supposed. He shouldâve known that she wouldnât think his comment was funny. âIt was a great car, a 550 Spyder that he was driving on his way to a race. Thatâs a pretty good reason for me to get one.â
She stared at him, unmoving, unblinking. âIâd prefer that you didnât.â
He leaned against the doorjamb, trying to ease the tension.
âAre you going to invite me in to see your clothes?â For now, she was wearing shorts and a loose-fitting khaki shirt, with her strawberry blond hair fastened into a ponytail at her nape. He imagined undoing the clip and running his hands through it. She had the silkiest-looking hair, with each piece always falling into place. Not that he should be thinking about messing up her hair. He was supposed to be keeping those types of thoughts in check.
âYes, come on in.â She stepped back to allow him entrance. The brightly lit interior featured hardwood floors and attractive window treatments. Sheâd decorated with art deco furnishings from the era of the building, mixed with crafty doodads. He noticed a patchwork quilt draped over the sofa. He knew she liked to sew. Sometimes she gave the quilts she made to the other women in the office, for birthdays and whatnot.
âYouâve done a nice job with the place,â he said.
âThank you.â She had yet to relax. She still seemed bothered by what heâd said earlier.
Now he wished he could take it back. Not his interest in the Porsche, but the way heâd joked about it. He hooked his sunglasses into the V of his shirt, and she frowned at him.
âDo you race cars because you have a death wish?â she asked, rather pointedly.
Cripes, he thought. She had it all wrong. âI do it to feel alive.â Everything he did was for that reason. âI donât want to look back and regret anything.â
âI hope thatâs the case.â
âBelieve me, it is.â After waiting for the smoke to clear, he gestured to the quilt. âWhen I was a kid, we had one sort of like that hanging on our living room wall that my paternal grandmother made.â
Carol inched closer to him. âYou did?â
He nodded. âShe died before I was born, but the design was associated with her clan.â
âDo you still have it, tucked away somewhere?â
He shook his head. âIt disappeared when I went into foster care. It was sold, I suppose. Or given away, or whatever else happened to my familyâs belongings.â He glanced at the fireplace mantel, where he spotted a framed photograph of what he assumed was her family: three towheaded girls and a forty-something mom and dad, posing in a park.
He picked up the picture and quietly asked, âAre you in this?â
âYes,â she replied, just as softly. âIâm the older sister. I was about ten there.â
He studied the image. Everyone looked happy. Normal. Like his family had been. But he didnât keep photos around. He couldnât bear to see them every day.
Jake was lucky that heâd bonded with Garrett and Max. Theyâd been a trio of troubled boys in foster care whoâd formed a pact, vowing to get powerfully rich and help one another along the way. The goal had ultimately allowed them to become the successful men they were today. Without Garrett and Max, Jake wouldâve wanted to die, for sure.
He wondered if anyone had helped Carol get through her grief or if sheâd done it on her own. They rarely talked about their