blocked it with one of his Puerto Rican fence climbers, got the pointy-toed boot in the opening, then rammed his shoulder into the hardwood and the chain snapped and the door flew open. The girl backed away from them, afraid now as they entered the apartment.
Ruben said, âWhere you hiding him?â
âYou want to see where Jack is? Iâll show you.â
They followed her into the living room, the girl pointing at the TV showing a high angle looking down at the mountain of debris, what was left of the Trade Center.
âYou want Jack? Heâs in there.â
As soon as she said it, Cobb imagined people being blown up and body parts compressed in the rubble. âGimme your cell phone.â
She took the phone out of her pocket and handed it to him. Cobb checked the call log. There were seven numbers. He checked the deleted calls. Jackâs cell number didnât appear in either place.
âHe wouldâve called if he could,â the girl said. âI know that. And because he didnât, I know what happened.â She turned and looked at the TV showing rescue workers circling the rubble, and Cobb left her there with Ruben, moving through the apartment, first going to the bedroom, looking under the bed, checking the bathroom, pulling the shower curtain open, and then checking the closet, looking behind all the clothes on hangers.
The girl came in and said, âYou really think heâs in here, are you kidding? Get out of here. Get the fuck out of my apartment.â
Cobb wouldnât have thought a girl this good-looking could get so mad, using language like that.
He closed the apartment door and they started down the hall. âYou believe the mouth on that one?â
âMan, you donât let a niña talk at you like that,â Ruben said. âListen, they gotta show respect. You gotta demand it.â
âShe thinks her boyfriendâs dead; sheâs blowing off a little steam. What do you care?â
âYou donât teach them, they gonna give you trouble.â
Cobb wasnât listening; he was thinking about Jack McCann. He liked the situation: guy in trouble, walking away from his problems, Cobb trying to convince himself Jack was alive. It was way more interesting that way, but now they had to find him.
TWO
Cobb parked across the street from a clapboard colonial in a rural residential neighborhood. The house was nothing special but had to have cost a small fortune in this trendy town. People had been stopping by all afternoon. Ruben, quiet for the last thirty minutes, said, âThink heâs in there?â
Cobb lowered the binoculars and glanced at him.
âAnythingâs possible. But let me ask you, if you were in Jack McCannâs shoes, would you go home?â He glanced at Rubenâs blank, beat-up face, gold studs looking out of place in his mangled lobes, the ex-fighter wearing a pink and white striped shirt and black blazer today, a gold bracelet on one wrist and two diamond rings, one on each of his gnarled, swollen hands. Take away the jewelry, Ruben dressed like he was going to pledge a fraternity.
Reconsidering, Ruben said, âHe make it out alive, man, all he does now is disappear. Start over. His woman collects the life insurance, she all set. Know what I mean?â
âBut weâve got to make sure.â Cobb raised the binoculars and aimed them at the big windows in front, looking through the glass at people holding plates and cocktails, socializing in the crowded living room, late afternoon on September 16. Looked like a party but no one seemed like they were having fun.
At six they drove into the town. Ruben wanted to go to Applebeeâs. Cobb had never been to one, hated places like this, where eating was supposed to be fun, but he didnât protest. It was happy hour, loud and crowded. They sat at a table in the bar and ordered drinks, Rubenlooking at the menu, reading the words out loud: enchiladas