at.â
âMuerto. Difunto. In the rubble.â
âNow youâre saying he went down with the buildings, is that right?â
âI say, I think he went down. But I donât know. Just like you donât. Thatâs why we here, uh?â
Cobb started the car, put it in gear, and pulled away. âI keep seeing him walking out of that cloud of dust lucky to be alive, and McCann saying to himself, âAll I have to do is disappear and start my new life.â How many get an opportunity like that?â He turned onto the highway in light traffic.
Ruben said, âWhat about his woman?â
âWhat about her?â
âMaybe he loves her.â
âIf thatâs true, whyâs he fooling around?â
âDonât mean he donât love her.â
âLet me tell you sheâs a knockout, too,â Cobb said. âBetter than the other one. But there are three billion women in the world. Subtract the ones are too young and too old, there still has to be a billion and a half.â
âWhat you think is too young?â
âUnder eighteen. Where you come from, girls lose their virginity at what, eleven, twelve?â
Ruben said, âA woman is a woman, uh?â
âTry that here, they put you away.â
âWhatâs too old?â
âOver twenty-five,â Cobb said with a straight face and saw Ruben grin in the dim light.
âEver been married?â
âI look crazy? Itâs the ones tell you they donât want a serious relationship you have to watch. They want a piece of your soul.â
âThey donât want a piece; they want the whole thing.â
Cobb said, âWhat about you?â
âTwo times. I donât learn. First time, I was nineteen.â
âNineteen? Why would you do that?â
ââCause I wanted her more than anything. Carmen was something, had the best ass I ever seen.â
âWere you fighting then?â
âI was always fighting, since I was fourteen.â
âWhat happened?â
âCarmenâs perfect ass got big. Went from this to this.â He showed Cobb, moving his hands from ten inches apart to two feet, and showed the gold tooth.
âDid you look at the mother?â
Ruben frowned. âWhatâre you saying?â
âYou always look at the mother to see how the daughter is going to turn out. They donât do that in Puerto Rico, huh?â
âI think is done everywhere, but Carmenâs mother died before I see her.â
Cobb saw the hotel in the distance and took the next exit.
âListen, every thirty seconds in America, some guyâs getting a divorce âcause his wife got big as a cow. Itâs a fucking epidemic.â
Ruben shook his head. âMan, you like to talk.â
Cobb turned into the hotel parking lot, pulled into a space, and glanced across the interior at Ruben. âYouâre on tomorrow. Know what youâre gonna say?â
Ruben nodded, opened the door, got out and leaned his head back in. âI know what Iâm gonna say. Know what you gonna say?â Saying it mean, like Cobb had challenged him.
âYou donât ever have to worry about Duane Cobb. Iâm always in character.â
Ruben closed the door and headed for the hotel entrance.
THREE
It had been six days, and the feeling of loss was like a weight she carried around. Thereâd been hope in the beginning; survivors were found alive under the rubble. One guy rode down in the collapsing building and lived. But hope that Jack was alive faded a little more with each passing day, and now it seemed impossible he had made it out.
Heâd called after the first plane had hit. Heâd left a message, said it was bad, fire and smoke and bodies everywhere. Jack said he was going to take the stairsâit was the only possibility. She had tried to call him but never got through. Watching the news an hour later, Diane saw the north