with us.â
âBut thatâs just it, Ty. Thereâs never going to be an âus.ââ
Sheâd once hoped there could have been, but not now. Seeing him with another woman was all the wake-up call sheâd needed. It had hurt like hell, still did, but it also made her realize sheâd only deluded herself. Once a player always a player. And Ty was a major-league player.
âWhyâs that?â he asked. âYouâve tried and found me guilty just like that?â He attempted to snap his fingers and missed. âI donât even get a chance to tell my side of the story?â
âAll right, Ty. Since youâre feeling so damned talkative tonight, have it your way.â Pushing his booted feet out of the way, she plopped down on the far end of the sofa on which he lay sprawled. âWhatâs your side of it?â
âYou really going to listen this time?â he asked. âOr are you only going to hear what you wanna hear?â
âIâm sitting here, arenât I? I could have walked out.â And probably should have, but this was a side of Ty sheâd never seen beforeâsorrowful, earnest, and vulnerable. The alcohol had taken his guard down. If she really wanted to know what made him tick, this was her chance. She might not get another. âYes,â she said. âIf you really want to talk, Iâll listen.â
âFirst off, that business with me and Cassie the other night was just that, Monicaâbusiness. I was entertaining a potential investorâwhich, as you might recall, was somethinâ you suggested. Cassie only came to give me some archi-architeshural renderings and then asked to join us for the bull riding. We went as a group. There was nothing else to it.â
âYou had your hands all over her,â she accused.
âThen you were seeing things. I had one arm around her shoulders, âcause sheâd had a bit too much to drink.â
âI saw how she was looking at you, Ty, like she wanted to eat you up.â
âLook, Monica. Les jusâ cut to the chase here. If you wanna know if I ever screwed her, the answer is yes. More than a few times, but never since I met you. I could have brought her up here to this room after you tossed your little hissy fit and stormed out the other night. Maybe part of me wanted to, just to spite you for it, but I didnât. I know youâre gonna believe the worst of me, as you always do, but thatâs the truth.â
âAll right,â she replied warily, still unsure if she could believe him, but wanting to give him the benefit of the doubt. âIf I did jump to conclusions, what did you expect after you acted so vague and mysterious. You really hurt me.â
âI never meant to,â he said softly, remorsefully. âIâd planned to tell you everything if it panned out, but the whole deal was still hanging in the air at that point. I didnât want to jinx myself by talking about it.â
âWhy didnât you ever tell me about Delaney?â she asked. âYou were married, for Godâs sake! Why did you let me think youâd never been in a serious relationship?â
âBecause my marriage was a total fuckup. Probably the biggest of my life. Iâm no good at relationships. I said that from the beginning. So mebbe you can understand why I donât like to talk about it.â
âBut I thought you just said you wanted to tell me your side of the story.â
âYou really want to know all about me and Delaney?â
âYes, Ty,â she said. âI do.â
He blew out an exasperated breath. âAll right. If thatâs what you really want, Iâll tell you the whole damned story.â He slouched, flinging one arm over the back of the sofa. âWe first met at the Houston Livestock Show and Rodeo. I was there riding bulls and raising hell with my best buddy, Zac McDaniel. Delaney had just
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