been crowned Miss Yellow Rose and was campaigning for Miss Texas.â His eyelids drooped to half-mast as if he were re-watching it in his mind.
âShe was completely out of our league, and we both knew it, but given that Zac and me were always fiercely competitive, we both set out to get her attention. It really wasnât much of a contest âcause Zacâd never put himself out for a woman before. The more he ignored âem the more they flocked to him, but Delaney wasnât like that. She took a little finessing, which was right up my alley.â
âIâll buy that. Youâre quite the Casanova when you want to be,â Monica said, tamping down a jealous twinge. âSo what exactly did this finessing entail?â
âIt started with a two-step on the dance floor of the Stockman and ended a few hours later in the backseat of my truck.â
âThat was fast work,â Monica remarked dryly.
âYeah, well,â he gave a dry laugh. âUnbeknownst to me, she was already primed for some slumming with cowboys. Delaney resented that her rich family had her future all planned out, so sheâd decided to take the bit between her teeth that night. All I knew was that she was rich, beautiful, and wanted sex, at least with me. By the time I realized she was a virgin, it was too damned late. We eloped that night. I was twenty-four and she was nineteen.â
âYou eloped that same night?â she asked incredulously. âNo wonder it was doomed for disaster.â
âYeah,â he replied with a rueful look. âIt was stupid as hell, and we both lived to regret it. Delaney wanted to settle down on the ranch and have babies, but I wasnât near ready to give up rodeo.â He paused. âShe didnât understand that cowboy doesnât come off with the hat. Itâs in the blood.â
âBut you had a responsibility to her.â
âI did,â he said, âBut I wasnât willing to let anyone dictate my life. Iâve never answered to anyone except Tom, and he mostly let me have my head. I wasnât ready to play family man. It wasnât who I was or what I wanted. You can only deny yourself for so long. Restlessness and rodeo won out in the end.â
âYou left her?â
âNot exactly,â he said. âIt was her choice. She didnât want to live on the road in cheap motels, but I did. So Zac and I hit the road again, one rodeo after another in endless succession.â
âDid you cheat on her, Ty?â
He looked pained at the question. âHell if I know. Iâd like to think I didnât, but I canât recall any of it. Thereâs weeks of my life that are just a blank page. That period wreaked almost as much havoc on my liver as it did on the marriage.â He sighed with a remorseful shake of his head. âWe werenât any damn good for each other anyhow.â
âWe all make foolish mistakes when weâre young and stupid,â she said.
âIf only mine had ended there,â he said.
âWhat do you mean?â
âWhether it was guilt or plain stupidity, I didnât hire a lawyer when Delaney filed for divorce, so she got half my ranch. I went on a real bender after that. One night I entered the arena tanked up on bourbon and Cokeâand woke up the next morning in intensive care. Thatâs when Tom stepped in. He made me an offer to run the hotel since his manager had been hauled off in handcuffs. The Hotel Rodeo was my chance to get my shit back together, but it also allowed me to maintain connections with the people and the world I love. Itâs been almost eight years now since Tom saved my life.â He swallowed hard, visibly fighting back the tears.
It was his look of utter desolation that did her in, drawing her to his side like an invisible string. As much as Monica had wanted to sever the ties that bound her heart to his, shared sorrow only made them
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