tighter. Three days ago Ty had broken the news to her about Tomâs passing, encasing her in his strong arms until her tears were spent. Now it was her turn to repay the favor.
Wordlessly she pulled his head to her chest, holding him tight as he wept the silent tears heâd fought so hard to hold back. Alcohol mixed with grief had his body trembling. It was only a moment or two before he drew back, angrily palming his eyes. âFuck this shit.â
âItâs okay, Ty. You had a lot to drink. Alcohol and grief make a bad combination. Go to bed,â she suggested. âYouâll feel a lot better after you sleep it off.â
His eyes met hers. One large hand palmed her face. âIâd feel a whole lot better if you came with me.â
âIâm not going to be your comfort fuck.â She pushed him away. âIf thatâs what youâre looking for, youâll have to find someone else.â
âGoddammit, Monica! I donât want any other woman. Why canât you understand that? I only want you .â
His words shocked her dumb. She couldnât blame the booze this time. His focused eyes and clear voice were stone sober. She prayed he wouldnât repeat himself. She was a goner if he did. His words were much like the apple brandy she cravedâsweet, warm, and intoxicating, spreading fingers of heat deep in her belly.
âNo, Ty,â she whispered back. âI canât do this again.â
âPlease, Monica. I donât want to be alone tonight. Iâve never felt so goddamned alone as I do right now. I donât like it. I donât want it . . .â He reached out his hand to her. âNothing has to happen between us . . . just stay with me.â
Her brain told her to turn and walk out the door, but her four-inch heels were frozen to the floor. She knew exactly what he felt because she felt it too.
In reality, neither of them had to spend the night alone. One phone call from Ty would have Cassie warming his bed. And Evan had made it equally clear he wanted to put their breakup behind them. Although sheâd insisted on separate rooms, Evan had somehow managed to take the one adjacent to hers. Heâd take advantage of any show of vulnerabilityâbut Ty was her true weakness.
Her desire for him was like a rip current, and just as dangerous. All it took was a touch, a kiss to pull her in deep and sweep her away. Sheâd fought it tooth and nail, but sheâd had it bad for the Oklahoma cowboy almost from the moment theyâd met. She couldnât deal with those feelings, so sheâd run away from them, from him .
She still wasnât over him. Only time and distance could ever achieve that, but there wasnât much distance between them now. It lessened even more as she came toward him to accept his outstretched hand. Warm and strong, it closed around hers.
She didnât resist when he pulled her onto his lap. Then his arms closed around her too. His body was warm, solid, and scented of bourbon and Ty. It wasnât a bad mix actually. The scent of Ty seemed to go with almost anything.
âThank you,â was all he said as he nuzzled her hair, his breath hot and moist.
They held each other for what seemed like hours before he stirred, waking her from a light doze. âSugar, as much as I hate to do this, I have to get up for a bit. My right arm and both legs are asleep.â He shifted her off his lap. âHow âbout we move to the bed? Itâd be a lot more comfortable for both of us.â
The look in his eyes stirred her insides, but she was quick to tamp down the desire. She withdrew a few inches, praying he wouldnât try to kiss her. She didnât know if sheâd be able to resist him if he did. Forcing herself to rise, she brushed a hand tenderly over his bristled face.
He captured it, holding it against his warm skin. No words passed over his lips, but his hazel eyes implored her to
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