Youâre a liar, Ms. Matlock. Sure, Hector did everything he could. We all tried to believe you, at first, but there wasnât anyone around you. Not a soul. We wasted three days tagging you, and all for nothing. We spent another two days following up on everything you told us, but again, nothing.
âWhat is it with you? Are you on coke?â She tapped the side of her head with two long fingers. âYou need attention? Daddy didnât give you enough when you were a little girl? Thatâs why you have this made-up guy call himself your boyfriend?â
Becca wanted to punch out Detective Gordon. She imagined the woman could pulverize her, so that wouldnât be smart. She had to be calm, logical. She had to be the sane adult here. She cocked her head at the woman and said, âWhy are you angry at me? I havenât done anything. Iâm just trying to get some help. Now heâs killed this old woman. Youâve got to stop him. Donât you?â
The two male detectives again darted glances back and forth. The woman shook her head in disgust. Then she pushed back her chair and rose. She leaned over and splayed her hands on the wooden tabletop, right next to the clump of dried food. Her face was right in Beccaâs. Her breath smelled of fresh oranges. âYou made it all up, didnât you? There wasnât any guy calling you and telling you to look outside your window. When that bag lady got blown up by some nutcase, you just pulled in your fantasy guy again to be responsible for the bomb. No more. We want you to see our psychiatrist, Ms. Matlock. Right now. Youâve had your fifteen minutes of fame, now itâs time to give it up.â
âOf course I wonât see any shrink, thatâsââ
âYou either see the psychiatrist or we arrest you.â
A nightmare, she thought. Here I am at the police station, telling them everything I know, and they think Iâm crazy. She said slowly, staring right at Detective Gordon, âFor what?â
âYouâre a public nuisance. Youâre filing false complaints, telling lies that waste manpower. I donât like you, Ms. Matlock. Iâd like to throw you in jail for all the grief youâve dished out, but I wonât if you go see our shrink. Maybe he can straighten you out, someone needs to.â
Becca rose slowly to her feet. She looked at each of them in turn. âI have told you the truth. There is a madman out there and I donât know who he is. Iâve told you everything I can think of. He has threatened the governor. He murdered that poor old woman in front of the museum. Iâm not making anything up. Iâm not nuts and Iâm not on drugs.â
It did no good. They didnât believe her.
The three men lined up along the wall of the interrogation room didnât say a word. One of them simply nodded to Detective Gordon as Becca walked out of the room.
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THIRTY minutes later, Becca Matlock was seated in a very comfortable chair in a small office that had only two narrow windows that looked across at two other narrow windows. Across the desk sat Dr. Burnett, a man somewhere in his forties, nearly bald, wearing designer glasses. He looked intense and tired.
âWhat I donât understand,â Becca said, sitting forward, âis why the police wonât believe me.â
âWeâll get to that. Now, you didnât want to speak with me?â
âIâm sure youâre a very nice man, but no, I donât need to speak to you, at least not professionally.â
âThe police officers arenât certain about that, Ms. Matlock. Now, why donât you tell me, in your own words, a bit about yourself and exactly when this stalker first came to your attention.â
Yet again, she thought. Her voice was flat because sheâd said the same words so many times. Hard to feel anything saying them now. âIâm a senior speechwriter for