strong enough.
âYou donât want to cost Crystal valuable time.â Gentleness blended with cold-hard steel. He wrapped the harness around her hips and secured the strap, so close she could see the whorl of dark hair at his crown and smell the clean scent of his shampoo. His gaze latched on to hers with the force of the earth on the moon. âPut your arms around me.â
If Crystal hadnât been waiting on her, she never would have done it. One thought of the girl had her wrapping her arms around Hawkâs wide, muscled chest. She laid her cheek against his shirt pocket and squeezed her eyes shut, remembering the night she had refused his sympathy and the kind embrace of Timâs best friend. His heart walloped beneath her ear. The fabric of his BDUs roughly caressed her cheek as the iron band of his arms embraced her. The rope tugged, lifting them off the ground.
She had to will away the memories whispering at the edges of her mind and force them into silence again. Looking back wouldnât change the truth. It wouldnât make her whole and strong again. It wouldnât return Tim to her. Would Hawk understand that? They began to sway, oddly buoyant as the rope drew them upward.
âYou doinâ okay?â
She nodded.
âYouâre not gonna pass out on me, are you?â
Choosing silence again, she shook her head. Hands were reaching out for her.
âCareful of her left arm,â Hawk called out.
She felt someone grab her good arm to hoist her to her feet. She opened her eyes to see the gloomy bowl of the sky and the brightly lit wooded area. A dozen search-and-rescue team members were busy at work, manning the ropes, running the lights or talking on squawking radios. A search dog barked at his handler, excited by her arrival, as if he had been worried, too. She looked everywhere but at the man with one arm still around her. Even on solid ground, she felt as if she were swaying in midair.
Hawk was talking, rattling off her injuries, unhooking the carabineer connecting them, and her harness fell away. Other soldiers helped her onto a gurney. She didnât want to, but her head was spinning. She realized the volunteers were from nearby Fort Lewis, where the Ranger battalion Tim had belonged to was stationed. Sheâd been introduced to some of the men at one time or another, men who were faceless now in the shadowy dark. She let them strap her down and check her vitals.
âYou did great.â He knelt at her side, his hair slick with sweat, and his granite face compassionate. âYou saved that girlâs life. You knew what to do and you did it.â
âI didnât do much. I raised her feet. I kept her quiet. I gave her my sweatshirt.â
âItâs the simple stuff that can make the most difference. You kept her as stable as you could until help came.â The gurney bounced as the men lifted her. He stayed by her, carrying his share of her weight. âYou did good.â
âI know what youâre doing. Youâre distracting me from my injuries so they donât seem as bad.â
âSomeone will splint that arm for you in the chopper. Iâm glad youâre okay, September. Iâm glad I found you.â He kept his voice casual and easy.
âThank you, Hawk.â
âSure thing.â He kept his footing, not easy on the rocky edge of the steep trail. They were closer to the bird now, the engine noise making it too loud to say much. He had enough light to see her better, the silk of her cinnamon-brown hair, her smooth creamy complexion and her lovely, oval face. She was not the same woman he remembered. Gone was her sparkle, her quick, easy manner that twinkled like summer stars. Sure enough, Timâs loss had been hard on her.
She wasnât alone with that.
Strange how God worked, he thought, as he ducked against the draft from the blades. While he hadnât seen her in years, time and the rigors of active duty