on. Let me put on some more gel. Just a little gel.â
âSierra, for Peteâs sake!â Finn was tearing his own hair.âLetâs go. Stop messing with her and get the hell out of the way.â
âI just needââ
âSleek,â Ballou insisted. âSmooth. Straight as a die.â He made up and down knifing motions with his hands.
Then why did you ask for a model with naturally curly hair? Sierra wanted to scream.
âIâm frizzing, too!â Delilah, the other model, complained.
âAnd not the blue. I donât like her in the blue,â Ballou decided, scrutinizing the dress Alison had just put on. âLetâs try the yellow.â
âI canât wear yellow!â the model objected. âI look dead in yellow.â
âYouâre going to be dead in yellow,â Finn said, âif you donât shut up. We have thirty of these damn things to get finished and weâve only done six! Sierra! Letâs go!â
They went. The models stood patiently while Sierra slicked them down again. Ballou fussed and fumed and fretted and changed his mind and Finn griped and growled and cussed and shot.
And all the while Sierra tried to stay up-beat because after all, she told herself, in the greater course of the universe what difference did it make?
It was rain. A yellow dress or a blue one. Curly hair. Frizzy hair. Straight hair. What difference did it make?
It didnât.
Not like Frankie.
That was really what made it a lousy dayâthinking about Frankie.
Frankie Bartelli was going to die.
Sierra hated to even think that. Her mind rebelled at the thought. Her emotions rejected it furiously. But for all her rebellion and all her rejection, it was going to happenâunless he got a kidney transplantâand soon.
Sure, some people lived a long time with kidney problems. Some people did just fine on dialysis for years and years.
But they werenât Frankie, who for the last few months had been fading right before Sierraâs eyes.
They werenât eight years old, either, with their whole lives ahead of them.
They didnât dream about climbing mountains and going fishing and playing baseball. They didnât draw the niftiest spaceships or the scariest green monsters or detailed plans for the âbest tree house in the world.â
They didnât love Star Trek and root beer floats and double cheese pizza. They didnât have big brown eyes and sooty dark lashes and a cowlick that even Sierraâs most determined hair gel couldnât subdue for long. They didnât have the worldâs croakiest laugh and a grin that melted you where you stood.
Or maybe they did.
Sierra didnât know. She didnât know about anyoneâexcept Frankie.
He and his mother Pam had been Sierraâs neighbors since sheâd moved into half of the third floor of a four-story walk-up in the Village three years ago.
Frankie had been a lot healthier-looking then. A lot stronger. And Pam hadnât had that hunted, haunted look in her dark brown eyes.
âI donât know what Iâm going to do,â sheâd said, her voice cracking when sheâd first told Sierra what the doctors had told her.
To Sierra it was simple. âIf he needs a transplant, weâll get him a transplant,â she had vowed.
But Pam, desperate but realistic, had shaken her head in despair. âThe hospital wants two hundred, fifty thousand dollars up front before theyâll even agree to put him on the list.â
It seemed like highway robbery to Sierra. Extortion. Every vile thing she could think of. Just because Pam was a self-employed illustrator whose insurance coverage had managed to fall through some crack, that was no reason for them to deny Frankie.
And she said so hotly and furiously more than once.
But they had denied him. Just this morning Pam had repeated it. âThey wonât even see him unless I come up with a