and college.
âBut,â he said, âthereâs something else you need to know.â
I shook my head in amazement.
âListen!â he said sternly, his tone hardening. âDo you know why Brock Yates canceled the Cannonball? It grew too big. Parties and bullshit. There were leaks. The police knew the driversâ names before the start. Tagalongs. Copycats. Everyone thought someone would be killed. But there were serious drivers who wanted to continue. Secret races.â
âCâmon.â
âItâs true. People talked about how to keep going after Yates shut it down. How to keep it secret. Safe. No press. You have to vet drivers. The organizers must be anonymous. The cars have to leave at different times, from different places.â
His eyes lost focus. âNo one has ever beaten thirty-two hours.â
This was the first thing he said that wasnât a surprise.
âRumors,â he said, âmore racesâ¦thought they could beat 32:51. Even thirty-two. Some said even thirty. Sascha said thirty-two was the wall. He told everyone we could beat it.â
âDid you?â
âNo.â
I was strangely relieved. If he hadâand never told meâI would have felt terribly betrayed, unaware of what had driven him, ignorant of what I might have inheritedâ
âBut,â he said, âI heard someone came close.â
âImpossible. Thatâs 3,000 miles.â
âItâs less.â He smiled faintly. âThirty-two fifty-one. In a Jaguar. A terrible car.â
âTerrible.â I smirked. âBut still, they had to have averaged at leastââ I was as terrible at math as Jaguar was at building cars, at least in 1979. I tried to guess the size of a Jaguarâs fuel tank. âIf itâs just under 3,000 miles, with fuel stops and tickets, they had to have averaged at least 100 mph, right?â
âThatâs the secret. What Sascha knew.â
âWhat is?â
âStealth. Math. If you donât get a ticket, 32:51â¦is only in the mid-eighties.â
âAre you sure? Eight-five doesnât seem that fast.â
âEveryone says that. Everyone whoâs never done it. Or tried.â
This I would have to check when I got home.
âI donât feel well,â he said. He was lying. There was too much strength in his voice. It was completely unlike him to reveal so much at any one time without a motive. Like a good teacher, he wanted me to infer the meaning of his stories, but clearly Iâd yet to make the great leap. He reached for the pain-killer button. I scrambled back through our conversation, looking for what Iâd failed to grasp.
âOne more question,â I lied.
âWhat do you want?â
âWhat,â I said, âdoes all this have to do with the box?â
âJust pictures. Sascha. Me. My pictures.â He leaned back and closed his eyes. âHeâ¦called me.â
Sascha was dead, or at least I thought he was. âWho called?â
âHe calledâ¦â his voice trailed off. âHe called.â
I was losing him. Maybe he was lying and unwell. There was a fair chanceâgiven his medication and treatmentsâhe wouldnât resume this conversation tomorrow. I had to push.
â Who called?â
âThe Driver.â
âThe driver? What driver?â
âI donât know.â Maybe Iâd already lost him.
âAfter Cannonball,â he whispered.
âBrock Yatesâ¦called you ?â
My father slowly turned his head toward me. âNo. The⦠Driver .â
The painkillers had to be kicking in. âWait,â I said, âwhoâs thisâ¦driver?â
âSaschaâ¦I thought it was Sascha. Calling me.â
âSo who called you?â
âIâm tired. I donât know. He wonât stop calling me. Strange. Did you know I have the best memory? I never forget.â I nodded in
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