good-bye.â
âSo?â I asked.
âShe actually found three available sitters,â said Kristy. âShe gave me a choice. I didnât know any ofthe names, but two were thirteen years old, and one was fifteen years old. One was even a
boy.
I chose the fifteen-year-old. People are going to
love
the agency. Iâm not kidding. We donât offer a range of ages like they do. There are no boys in our club. And we canât stay out past ten, even on the weekends.â
We looked at each other sadly.
At last, Mary Anne stood up. âItâs after six. Iâve got to go home.â Mr. Spier likes Mary Anne home on the dot. I was surprised she was letting herself be even a few minutes late. It just showed how upset she was.
âI might as well go, too,â I said.
âYeah,â said Kristy.
The three of us said good-bye to Claudia and left. âSee you guys!â called Mary Anne when we reached the Kishisâ stoop. She was suddenly in a hurry. Across the street I could see her father standing at their front door.
âWell,â I said to Kristy.
âWell.â
âKristy, weâll make it. Weâre good baby-sitters.â
âI know,â she said. But that was
all
she said. I kind of expected Kristy to be a little more positive. I mean, the club was really more hers than anybody elseâs. I thought sheâd do anything for the club. I would.
But maybe that was because the club was more than just a project or a business to me. It was my friends. It was the only good thing that had happened to me in the last horrible year.
I ran home.
Somehow, I managed to eat dinner that night. It wasnât easy. For one thing, ever since I developed the diabetes and Iâve had to watch what I eat so carefully, food simply isnât much fun anymore. Often when Iâm hungry, I donât care
what
I eat. I eat just to fill up. And since I was upset about the Baby-sitters Agency that night, I wasnât even hungry. But Mom watches my food intake like a hawk, particularly since Iâve lost a little weight recently. So I forced down what I thought was a reasonable dinner.
As soon as I could, I escaped to my room. I closed my door and sat down in my armchair to think. It had been just a year earlier that I had started to show the symptoms of diabetes. At first, we didnât think anything was wrong. I was hungry all the timeâI mean,
really
hungry, nothing could fill me upâand thirsty, too. âWell, youâre a growing girl,â Mom had said. âI expect this is the beginning of a growth spurt. Letâs measure you.â Sure enough, Iâd grown an inch and a half.But then, even though I was eating and eating, I began to lose weight. I didnât feel well, either. I grew tired easily and sometimes I felt weak all over. Twice, I wet my bed. (The second time, I happened to be sharing a double bed with my former best friend, Laine Cummings, at a sleepover.) When that happened, Mom forgot about my growth spurt and decided I was having a psychological problem. She took me to a fancy New York psychiatrist. During my first session with him, he asked me about the bed-wetting, heard that I was losing weight, and watched me drink three sodas. He was the one who realized what was going on and told Mom to make an appointment with my pediatrician. Mom did. Two weeks later, I was learning how to give myself insulin and monitor my blood sugar level.
Diabetes is a problem with a gland in your body called the pancreas. The pancreas makes insulin, which is a hormone. What insulin does is use the sugar and starch that your body takes in when you eat to give you heat and energy and to break down other foods. When the pancreas doesnât make enough insulin to do the job, then glucose from the sugars and starches builds up in your blood and makes you sick. And not just alittle sick. If you donât treat diabetes properly, you