sympathetic agreement, silently mouthing I know . âBecause,â he said, âhe never stopped attacking the wall.â
âThisâ¦â I hesitated. âThisâ¦driver?â
âThe Driver,â he groaned, âagainst the wall.â
âOn one of these secret races.â
âYes.â
âAnd why did he call you now?â
âHe canâtâ¦he canât attack the wall alone. Trustâ¦who to trust?â
âTrust who?â
âTo goâ¦against the wall. He called Sascha. My God, was it twenty years ago? My memoryâ¦my memory. Sascha knows. Sascha knows. But no one has done it.â
âHold on,â I said, âwhen did heââ
âSascha wanted to go, but his wife. Your mother. Sascha told everyone we could beat it. If weâd finished. In â79. But the sabotage. Sabotage, he said. Sabotage.â
âSoâ¦you were sabotaged? In â79?â
âI donât know,â he rasped, âbut he canât find Sascha, so he found me.â
âDidnât Sascha pass away some time ago?â
âI canât rememberâ¦I mean yes. Do you know how to reach him?â
âNo.â I could have cried.
âYesterday,â he said, âhe saidâ¦it was sabotage.â
â Who said what yesterday? The Driver?â
âHe knowsâ¦he knows.â
We sat in silence as I struggled to filter truth from medically induced hallucination. I knew nothing of dementia or memory disorders, but there was one sure way to test his lucidity.
âDad,â I said gently, âdo you remember your Social Security and bank account numbers?â
âDonât insult me.â He recited the numbers perfectly.
âBut why this whole storyââ
âFind him. Race.â
âMe?â
âBeat thirty-two. Itâs possible. Sascha knows how. Sabotage,â he rasped. âHe knows. It doesnât matter. Thirty-two. Just go.â
âDadâ¦I donât know anything about racing.â
âThink you canât, but you can. Only now. Youâre so young. No children. If you ever do it.â He leaned back again, seemingly ready to pass out.
âButâ¦but how will I find thisâ¦Driver?â
His eyes briefly lit up. âUn rendezvous.â
âA meeting? How?â
âEnough. Come back tomorrow.â
CHAPTER 2
Rendezvous
I was blessed with two sweet, kind, loving eccentric parents. My fatherâs parents were German Jews who moved to Brussels in 1934 and then escaped the Nazis and emigrated to the United States in 1942. My father helped liberate the concentration camps, returned with a Purple Heart, and founded Europe By Car, the family business. My mother escaped Communist East Germany at twenty and moved to New York in 1965 hoping to meet Elvis. They met on an American Airlines flight from New York to Paris in 1970. Henry Roy was a single, forty-three-year-old war veteran and businessman who dressed like Austin Powers. Ingeborg Schneider was a petite blond twenty-seven-year-old ex-schoolteacher, exâau pair, ex-model-turned-stewardess who liked to wear go-go outfits and go dancing with her five stewardess roommates. They made a maturity pact before getting married and having meâhe quit smoking, shaved his mustache, and stopped wearing vertically striped pants. She stopped dressing like she was sixteen and partying with the pot-smoking gay Japanese fashion designer whoâd adopted her as his muse.
I was born nine months later.
I had a normal childhood, lived in Manhattan, and went to good schools. I studied piano and took art classes. I graduated from New York University with a 3.5 GPA. I double-majored in politics and journalism, with a minor in urban studies, a euphemism for criminology. I volunteered for various charities and gave money when I had it. My father wanted me to take over the family business. My mother wanted me to become an