Podger under one arm, she heard her soft Dorset voice. âMiss Tabby, where have you been? Itâs all hoursâand whatâs that youâve got with you?â
Tabitha shut the street door firmly behind them and opened the door into the flat, then crossed the minute hall and went into the kitchen, where she put Podger on a chair. She said contritely: âMeg dear, Iâm so sorry. Iâll tell you what happened, but I must feed this poor creature.â She rummaged around and found some cold ham and gave it to the cat, explaining as she did so. When she had finished, Meg clucked her tongue just as she had always done when Tabitha had been a very little girl and she had been her nanny.
âWell, whatâs done canât be undone,â she remarked comfortably, âpoor old man. Did you get your supper?â
âNo,â confessed Tabitha, ânot all of it,â and was prevailed upon to sit down immediately at the table and given soup while Meg made sandwiches. With her mouth full, she said: âYou spoil me, Meg. You shouldnât, you know. You could get a marvelous job with an earl or a lord or someone instead of being cooped up here with me on a wage Father would have been ashamed to offer you.â
Her erstwhile nurse gave her a severe look. âAnd what would I be doing with earls and lords and suchlike? Didnât I promise your dear mother that Iâd look after you, and you didnât think that I would stay behind when you left home, now did you, miss?â
Tabitha offered Podger a morsel of cheese and jumped up to hugMeg. âIâd be lost without you,â she declared soberly, and then: âI donât want to go to Chidlake on Friday.â
âYou must, Miss Tabitha. Itâs your stepsisterâs birthday party, and though I know thereâs no love lost between you, nor yet that stepmother of yours, youâve got to go. When you left Chidlake after your father married again you did promise him youâd go back, Christmas and birthdays and suchlike.â
âOh, Meg, I know, but Father was alive then. Stepmother and Lilith donât really want me there.â
âMaybe not, but itâs your home, Miss Tabby dear, whatever they sayâyou belong there and they never will. You canât leave the old house to strangers.â
Tabitha went over to the sink with her plate. She loved her home very much; Meg was right, she couldnât leave it completely. She said heavily: âOf course Iâll go, Meg. Now weâd better go to bed. Iâll take Podger with me, shall I, in case heâs lonely. And donât get up early, Meg. Iâm on at eight and Iâll have plenty of time to get something to eat before I go.â But Meg was already laying the table for breakfast; Tabitha knew that whatever she said, the older woman would be down before her in the morning, fiercely insisting that she ate the meal she had cooked. She yawned, suddenly tired, âTodayâs been beastly,â she observed.
Meg gave her a shrewd look. âTomorrowâs always a better day,â she stated firmly. âGo and have your bath and Iâll bring you up some hot milkâthereâs nothing like it for a good nightâs sleep.â
But hot milk or not, Tabitha found sleep elusive, perhaps because she had been talking about her home, and doing that had awakened old memories. She had had a happy childhood, accepting her happiness with the blissful, unconscious content of the very young. She had had loving parents, a beautiful home and no cares to spoil her days. She had been happy at school too, and because Chidlake had been in the family for a very long time, she had known everyone in the village as well as a great many people in nearby Lyme Regis. She had been fifteen when her mother died and almost twenty when her father married again, and by then she was a student nurse, living in hospital in the cathedral city some
Douglas Stewart, Beatrice Davis