After We Fell Read Free

commenting on my mother. Her voice plays in my head, reminding me that this man abandoned us. That this man was the reason she is the way she is today.
    â€œWhat happened . . . with the two of you?” I place chicken breasts in a pan, the oil crackling and popping as I wait for an answer. I don’t want to turn and face him after asking such a direct and abrupt question, but I just couldn’t stop myself from inquiring.
    â€œWe just weren’t compatible; she always wanted more than I could give her, and you know how she can be.”
    That I do know, but the way he’s casually talking about her in such a dismissive tone doesn’t sit well with me.
    Shifting the blame from my mother back to him, I turn quickly and ask, “Why didn’t you call?”
    â€œI did —I always called. I sent you gifts every birthday. She didn’t tell you that, did she?”
    â€œNo.”
    â€œWell, it’s true—I did. I missed you so much all this time. I can’t believe you’re here, in front of me now.” His eyes are luminous and his voice shaky as he stands and walks toward me. I don’t know how to react; I don’t even know the man anymore, if I ever did.
    Hardin steps into the kitchen to create a barrier between us, and once again I’m glad for his intrusion. I don’t know what to think of all of this; I need to keep physical space between this man and me.
    â€œI know you can’t forgive me.” He nearly sobs, and my stomach drops.
    â€œIt’s not that. I just need time before I jump into having you in my life again. I don’t even know you,” I tell him, and he nods.
    â€œI know, I know.” He sits back down at the table, leaving me to finish preparing dinner.

chapter two
HARDIN
    T essa’s piece-of-shit sperm donor scarfs down two plates of food before even stopping to take a breath. I’m sure he was starving, living on the streets and all. It’s not that I don’t feel bad for people who are down on their luck and have hit hard times—it’s that this specific man is a drunk and he abandoned his kid, so I don’t feel bad for him for a goddamn second.
    After gulping down some water, he beams at my girl. “You’re quite the cook, Tessie.”
    I think I’ll scream if he calls her that one more time.
    â€œThank you.” She smiles, like the nice person she is. I can tell his bullshit is seeping in, filling the emotional cracks he created by leaving her when she was a child.
    â€œI mean it; maybe you could teach me this recipe sometime.”
    For you to use where ? In your nonexistent kitchen?
    â€œSure,” she says and stands to clear her plate, grabbing mine on the way.
    â€œI can go now. I appreciate dinner,” Richard— Dick —says and stands.
    â€œNo, you can . . . you can stay tonight, if you want, and we can take you back . . . home in the morning,” she says slowly, unsure what words to use to describe his situation.
    What I’m sure of is that I don’t like this shit at all.
    â€œThat would be great,” Dick says, rubbing his arms.
    He’s probably itching for a drink right now, the fucking prick.
    Tessa smiles. “Great. I’ll go get a pillow and some sheets from the bedroom.”Looking at her dad and me for a moment, she must notice how I’m feeling, because she asks, “You two’ll be okay for a minute, right?”
    Her dad laughs. “Yeah, I want to get to know him anyway.”
    Oh no, you don’t.
    She frowns at my expression and saunters out of the room, leaving us alone in the kitchen.
    â€œSo, Hardin, where did you meet my Tessa?” he asks. I hear her close the door and wait a couple of beats to make sure she’s not in earshot. “Hardin?” he repeats.
    â€œLet’s get something straight,” I snarl and lean across the table, startling him. “She isn’t your