Tessaâsheâs mine. And I know what the fuck youâre up to, so donât think for a goddamn second youâre fooling me.â
He raises his hands meekly. âIâm not up to anything, Iââ
âWhat do you want, money?â
âWhat? No, of course I donât want money. I want a relationship with my daughter.â
âYouâve had nine years to build one, and yet youâre only here because you ran into her in a damn parking lot. Itâs not like you came looking for her,â I bark, having visions of my hands around his neck.
âI know.â He shakes his head, looking down. âI know that I made a lot of mistakes, and Iâm going to make up for them.â
âYouâre drunkâright now, sitting in my kitchen, youâre fucking drunk. I know a drunk when I see one. I have no sympathy for a man who leaves his family and doesnât even have his shit together nine years later.â
âI know your intentions are good, and it makes me happy to see you try to defend my daughter, but Iâm not going to mess this up. I only want to get to know her . . . and you.â
I stay silent, trying to calm my irate thoughts.
âYouâre much nicer when sheâs around,â he observes quietly.
âYouâre worse of an actor when sheâs not around,â I retaliate.
âYou have every right not to trust me, but for her sake, give me a chance.â
âIf you hurt her in any way, you are dead.â Maybe I should feel a little remorse about threatening Tessaâs father like this, but I only feel anger and distrust toward the pathetic drunk. My instincts tell me to protect her, not to sympathize with a drunk stranger.
âI wonât hurt her,â he promises.
I roll my eyes and take a drink from my glass of water.
Thinking his statement somehow settles it, he tries to joke, âThis talkâour roles should be reversed, you know?â
But I ignore him and walk into the bedroom. I have to, before Tessa comes out to find me strangling her father.
chapter three
TESSA
I have a pillow, a blanket, and a towel in my hands when Hardin storms into the bedroom
âOkay, what happened?â I ask, waiting for him to explode, waiting for him to complain that I invited my father to stay without really consulting him first.
Hardin goes to the bed and lies down on it, then looks over at me. âNothing. We bonded. Then I felt like Iâd had enough quality time with our guest, and decided to come in here.â
âPlease tell me you werenât horrible to him.â I barely know my father. The last thing I want is more tension.
âI kept my hands to myself,â he says and closes his eyes.
âGuess Iâll take him a blanket and apologize for your behavior, as always,â I say with annoyance.
In the living room, I find my father sitting on the floor, picking at the holes in his jeans. He looks up when he hears me. âYou can sit on the couch,â I tell him and place my bundle on the arm of the couch.
âI . . . well, I didnât want to get anything on your couch.â Embarrassment colors his expression, and my heart aches.
âDonât worry about that . . . you can take a shower here, and Iâm sure Hardin has some clothes you can wear for the night.â
He doesnât look at me, but lightly protests, âI donât want to take advantage.â
âItâs okay, really. Iâll bring out some clothes; go ahead and take a shower. Hereâs a towel for you to use.â
He gives me a wan smile. âThank you. Iâm so glad to see you again. Iâve missed you so much . . . and here you are.â
âIâm sorry if Hardin was rude to you. Heâs . . .â
âProtective?â he finishes for me.
âYeah, I guess he is. He comes off very rude sometimes.â
âItâs okay.