thirty miles away, so that she came home only for days off each week. At least, it had been each week to begin with, but she had come to dread them, for her stepmother made no pretence of her dislike of her and lost no opportunity of poking sly fun at Tabithaâs lack of looks and young men, so thatTabitha, whose placid nature could turn to a fiery rage if sufficiently badgered, had made the journey home less and less frequently, and finally had thankfully qualified and with her increased salary and the small annuity her mother had left her, had set up house for herself in the tiny flat near the hospital. Her father had allowed her to choose enough furniture from Chidlake to take with her, and had raised no demur when Meg had announced that she had appointed herself housekeeper of the small menage.
Tabitha had continued to go to Chidlake from time to time, but after her fatherâs death she went less and lessâand only then because she had promised her father that she would and because she loved the old house so dearly. Sometimes she wondered what would happen to it, for her stepmother disliked it and Lilith hated it; probably it would be sold. When Tabitha allowed herself to think of this she longed to have the money to buy it, for it was, after all, hers by rights and she had been given to understand that her father had asked her stepmother to leave it to his elder daughter when she died. But Tabitha was only too well aware that that would be the last thing she would do, for she had bitterly opposed Tabithaâs inheritance of a few small pieces of furniture and family silver and had ignored his request that she should make provision for Tabitha, although she had been powerless to prevent the payment of Tabithaâs annuity and Megâs few hundred pounds.
Tabitha sat up in bed, switched on her bedside light and thumped her pillows into greater comfort. It was past twelve oâclock and she had to be up soon after six, but she had never felt so wide awake. She gazed around the room, soothed by its charm. Although small, the few pieces of furniture it contained showed up to advantage and the pink shade of the lamp gave the white walls a pleasant glow. She began to think about the weekend. Lilithâs party was to be a big affair, and although she disliked Tabitha almost as much as her mother did, she had invited her with an outward show of friendliness because, after all, Tabitha knew a great many people around Chidlake; they would find it strange if she wasnât present. At least she had a new dress for the occasionâa green and blue shot silk with a tiny bodice, its low-cut neck frilled with lace and the same lace at the elbow-length sleeves. She had tried it on several times during the last week and had come to the conclusion that while she was unlikely to create a stir, she would at least be worth a glance.
Tired of lying awake, she rearranged her pillows once more, andPodger, who had settled at the end of her bed, opened a sleepy eye, yawned, stretched and then got up and padded across the quilt to settle against her. He was warmâtoo warm for the time of year, but comforting too. She put an arm round his portly little body and went to sleep.
She went to take a look at her newest patient as soon as she had taken the report the next morning, and found him more himself. He stared at her with his bright old eyes and said quite strongly: âIâve seen you beforeâIâm afraid I wasnât feeling quite myself.â He held out a rather shaky hand and she shook its frail boniness gravely. âJohn Bow,â he said.
âTabitha Crawley,â said Tabby, and gave him a nice smile. âIâm glad to hear that youâve had quite a good nightâthe surgeon will be along directly to decide what needs to be done.â
He nodded, not much interested. âPodger?â he enquired.
She explained, glossing over the landladyâs observations and telling him