walked down the hall, only plowing into the wall once. She got a vision of herself as a bumper car, which made her giggle. She was still caught up in the humor when she pulled open the front door.
There were only a handful of things that could have made her present situation worse: The death or injury of someone she loved, the belief that she would never escape from Los Lobos to work in a big-city law practice again, and seeing Mackenzie Kendrick while she looked like cat gack.
So it was a one-out-of-three chance, she thought, asshe stared at the man standing on her auntâs doorstep. Couldnât she have just been struck by lightning?
Apparently not, she thought as she looked into dark blue eyes and studied the familiar, painfully handsome and strong features that made up his face. He looked older, but who didnât? He could still make her toes curl and her heart convulse like the bouncing ball on a karaoke monitor. Or maybe that was the brandy acting out.
Last sheâd heard, Mac Kendrick had moved to Los Angeles where heâd been zipping up the ranks of the Los Angeles Police Department. Last sheâd seen of Mac, sheâd been eighteen and heâd been home on leave from the army. Sheâd shown up in his bedroom, dropped her dress to the floor, offering her very naked self to him, and heâd promptly thrown up.
Memories like that put the end of her marriage in perspective.
âMac,â she said, going for pleasant and cheerful and hoping she didnât end up sounding manic.
He frowned. The movement made his brows surge together and his eyes get all crinkly. Jill had to work hard not to sigh at how delicious he looked. She remembered the stains on the huge shirt she wore just as his expression cleared.
âJill?â
She offered a little waggle of her fingers. âUh-huh. Hi. Iâm uhâ¦â Visiting wasnât the truth and she knew she was too drunk to lie. Maybe better to avoid the issue of why she was in town. âSo what are you doing here?â
âI live here.â
She blinked. âIn town? Here? In Los Lobos?â
âIâm the new sheriff.â
âWhy?â
He smiled. The curve of his mouth made her stomach somersault.
âI like it here,â he said.
âI guess everyone gets an opinion.â
He stared at her for a long time, then touched the edge of his upper lip. âYou have some crumbsâ¦.â
âWhat? Oh. The cookies.â She swiped with her hand, then reached for the edge of the shirt and wiped it across her mouth. A quick glance told her there had been chocolate in those crumbs. Great.
âMac? Is that you?â Bev joined them. âIâm sure you want to confirm everything. Come on in. Jill, step back and let Mac inside.â
Jill did as ordered. Somewhere between the first and third brandy, sheâd kicked off her shoes, which meant she was barefoot on the gleaming hardwood floor. The sensation reminded her too much of the last time sheâd seen Mac and she hurried to lead the way into the living room where at least there was carpeting against her toes.
She heard the thud of his footsteps as he followed, along with her auntâs pleasant conversation as she chatted about the warm afternoon and how pretty the sunrise had been. Bev was big on watching the sunrise. Something about the first light of morning cleansing her psychic energy.
Jill crossed to the rocking chair and sank down. Thechair swayed forward and back, causing the corners of the room to fold in just enough to make her want to giggle. Maybe this was good, she thought, as she curled up on the thick cushion. Sheâd always wondered what would happen if she ever saw Mac again. After that disastrous last meeting, sheâd been afraid of what she would say or he would say. Or how he would look at her. But being drunk seemed to take the edge off. If he pitied her, well, wasnât that just how her life was going?
âSo,