Shorty Got My Head Gone Read Free

don't have no fucking explanation for it telling me to calm the fuck down? Man fuck you Ty I'm leaving, ain't nobody got time to be playing games with yo ass,'' I said before walking past him headed for the door.
 
    ''Man Ashley who the fuck you think you talking to like that? You better gone somewhere with that bullshit you saying, where the fuck you think you going huh ma,'' he said while grabbing my arm and pushing me down on the couch.
 
    I stood back up and got in his face. ''I'm not about to stay here with your lying ass, you probably fucking that hoe,''
 
    He didn't say anything. ''I don't got time for this," I told him then pushed him out my way.
 
    He roughly grabbed both of my arms hurting me. ''Don't try me, Ashley, I told you I'm not fucking that girl and that's that,''
 
    I just stood staring at him. I don't know If I believed him or not.
 
    ''What you don't trust me now, that's how it's going to be," he asked.
     
    I just stood there staring not saying a word. Not really knowing what to say. Do I trust him?
 
    ''Fuck it then, if that's how you feel, leave," he said pushing me while letting go of my arms.
    I hate the fact that my mind telling me this nigga done fucked that bitch but my heart telling me something different. That he loved me too much to ever cheat on me, he would never break my heart like that. What the hell I'm tripping off of, I dealt with plenty of hoes who wanted my man and she is probably one of them.
 
    ''No,'' I said softly.
 
    ''What you mean, you don't trust me get the hell out my house then Ashley,'' he said pointing to the door.
 
    ''No bae, I don't want to leave, I do trust you. I was just tripping, you know how I get,” I said while I grabbed his hand.
 
    He had grabbed my chin facing me to look at him. ''Say sorry," he demanded.
 
    ''I'm sorry baby,'' I said.
 
    He smirked at me and licked his lips. ''Now take them motherfucking panties back off,"

Later on that day
 
    Tyrone had dropped me off in front of my house in Cross Wood projects. I still stayed with my Aunt Wanda but I was hardly ever home. I was either at my boyfriend house or my home girl Teeko, I couldn't stand being there. Her and her daughter treated me like shit after my brother died. I never understood why they hated me so much, but guess what, I hated their asses too. I couldn't wait to turn 18 so I could move out and be out the system.
 
    I gave Tyrone a kiss before I got out the car. ''I’ll call you later ok babe, Love you,''
 
    ''Ok love you too,'' he said back.
 
    I slammed the door behind me and he drove off.
 
    I dreaded walking in the house because my aunt always had some shit to say. The main reason why I came back home today was because I had to get my money so I could re-up. I started slanging weed about four months ago. I got into a car crash and lost my job at Forever 21. I needed to save up enough money so I could get my car out the shop. I could've been got my car out the shop but every time I save up enough money, my auntie would ask me to pay a bill or something. I couldn't understand why she always asked me for money and the city paid her to keep me. Plus, the rent was only $24 dollars and she had her grown ass daughter that stayed there not helping out with shit. My aunt would spend all the money she got for keeping me on alcohol and scratch off tickets and expected me to pay all the bills.
 
    I walked in the house and didn't see anybody. ''Thank God,'' I said to myself.
    I ran upstairs to my room I shared with my cousin Keisha. She was dirty and was comfortable living in filth. She had clothes everywhere and I couldn't help but see her dirty ass panties that had a big ass period stain right in the middle of the floor. I almost threw up in my mouth. I rushed to my bed and pulled the mattress up so I could get my money. I counted out about $200 out my stash and put it in my purse. I was trying to hurry up before anybody could see me. As I'm walking out my room,