Damnable bit of bloody luck.â
He grasped the officerâs arm so hard the young man winced. âI must get into the cargo hold.â
âLittle chance of that, sir. The mailroom on F Deck is flooding and the luggage is already floating down in the hold.â
âYou must guide me there.â
The officer tried to shake his arm loose, but it was held like a vise. âImpossible! My orders are to see to the starboard lifeboats.â
âSome other officer can man the boats,â the passenger said tonelessly. âYouâre going to show me the way to the cargo hold.â
It was then that the officer noticed two discomforting things. First, the twisted, insane look on the passengerâs face, and, second, the muzzle of the gun that was pressing against his genitals.
âDo as I ask,â the man snarled, âif you wish to see grandchildren.â
The officer stared dumbly at the gun and then looked up. Something inside him was suddenly sick. There was no thought of argument or resistance. The reddened eyes that burned into his burned from within the depths of insanity.
âI can only try.â
âThen try!â the passenger snarled. âAnd no tricks. Iâll be at your back all the way. One stupid mistake and Iâll shoot your spine in two at the base.â
Discreetly, he shoved the gun into a coat pocket, keeping the barrel nudged against the officerâs back. They made their way without difficulty through the milling throng of people who now cluttered the Boat Deck. It was a different ship now. No laughter or gaiety, no class distinction; the wealthy and the poor were joined by the common bond of fear. The stewards were the only ones smiling and making small talk as they handed out ghost-white life preservers.
The distress rockets soared into the air, looking small and vain under the smothering blackness, their burst of white sparkles seen by no one except those aboard the doomed ship. It provided an unearthly backdrop for the heartrending good-byes, the forced expressions of hope in the menâs eyes as they tenderly lifted their women and children into the lifeboats. The terrible unreality of the scene was heightened as the shipâs eight-piece band assembled on the Boat Deck, incongruous with their instruments and pale life jackets. They began to play Irving Berlinâs âAlexanderâs Ragtime Band.â
The shipâs officer, prodded by the gun, struggled down the main stairway against the wave of passengers who were surging up toward the lifeboats. The low angle of the bow was becoming more pronounced. Going down the steps, their stride was off-balance. At B Deck they commandeered an elevator and rode it down to D Deck.
The young officer turned and studied the man whose strange whim had inexorably bound him tighter in the grip of certain death. The lips were drawn back tightly over the teeth, the eyes glassy with a faraway look. The passenger glanced up and saw the officer staring at him. For a long moment their eyes locked.
âDonât worryâ¦â
âBigalow, sir.â
âDonât worry, Bigalow. Youâll make it before she goes.â
âWhat section of the cargo hold do you want?â
âThe shipâs vault in number one cargo hold, G Deck.â
âG Deck must surely be under water by now.â
âWeâll only know when we get there, wonât we?â The passenger motioned with the gun in his coat pocket as the elevator doors opened. They moved out and pushed their way through the crowd.
Bigalow tore off his life belt and ran around the staircase leading to E Deck. There he stopped and looked down and saw the water crawling upward, inching its relentless path up the steps. Some of the lights still burned under the cold green water, giving off a haunting, distorted glow.
âItâs no use. You can see for yourself.â
âIs there another way?â
âThe watertight