and down a hall. Finally we stood in front of an unmarked door. From her pocket she produced a key, and quickly we let ourselves in. We were in a tiny library. My mother breathed deeply. The room smelled of leather.
âDo you know where these books are from, Thomas?â she asked.
I shook my head.
âCan you take a guess?â
I pulled a book from the shelf and read the titleâ Anna Karenina .
âTheyâre from Earth,â she told me.
Quickly I slid the book back onto the shelf as if it were diseased. I had been taught that anything from Earth was contaminated, poison. Isaurian children were not even allowed to speak to the Changed.
âDo you want to know how many of these books Iâve read?â my mother asked.
âNo, thank you,â I said. This day was getting stranger and stranger. I just wanted to go home.
She stuck her face in mine. âDonât believe what they tell you about Earth, Thomas. Itâs not a horrible place. Itâs not filled with savages. Literature like this could only come from a world where thereâs love.â
âWhatâs happened to you?â I asked.
She smoothed the hair back from my forehead. âI donât want to frighten you, baby.â
âThen donât call me baby,â I said.
My mother took me home. A few hours later there was a knock on our door. Two of the Changed stood on our doorstep, a young girl and a man. They looked similar, with the same silvery blond hair. They wore baskets strapped around their necks; their wares were displayed to their best advantage. We already knew that they were bringing ripe tomatoes, garlic, and a leg of lamb: the Meals Department had determined that more than a week ago.
âThe strawberries are ripe today. Iâve got a fine leg of lamb,â said the girl. âButterflied, just as you wanted it.â
She curtsied, but there was no eye contact. She knew the rules. She was not to address me. Isaurian children were considered impressionable and vulnerable. They should have as few dealings with the Changed as possible.
The Changed were good at following the rules, for they lived under threat of being changed back to their disfigured forms and sent back to Earth.
âMy son wants chicken,â my mother said. âItâs his birthday.â
That was a lie.
The man looked at us blankly. âBut we were told you wanted lamb.â
He wasnât trying to be insolent. He was following orders. According to his delivery list, which had been compiled by the Ministry seven days ago, the Gale family would be having a lamb dinner tonight.
âChicken,â my mother challenged him.
âThis has never happened before,â he said, addressing me.
âMom,â I said, but she stared at me emptily.
The man turned to the girl. âDo we have chickens back in the Compound?â
âYes,â she said.
âI donât want chicken. Lamb is fine,â I said.
The girl was pretty, just a few years older than me. Her skin was the color of toffee. What had she looked like before? Were her hands flippers? Was her body curled up into the shape of a comma?
âLamb is not fine,â said my mother, gathering up her sweater.
Twenty minutes later we stood on a hill looking down at the bustling Compound.
âWhatâs your name?â my mother asked the man.
âEthan 434,â he said. 434âhis last name: the number of days heâd been in Isaura. Tomorrow his name would change and heâd be Ethan 435.
âThank you, Ethan 434,â she said.
Ethan led us down the hill and we trailed after him like sheep. We went past the bakery and the laundry. I smelled seared cotton and bleach, tallow, fried onions, and yeast.
Our presence in the Compound was unnerving, and the Changed hurried to fulfill my motherâs request. They did a sloppy job. The heads of two chickens were lopped off; they were wrapped in a rag and tied with twine.
R. K. Ryals, Melanie Bruce