Within minutes the rag and my motherâs shirt were maroon with blood. Ethan 434 made no offer to help. I untied the package and ripped off the rag. We used the twine to harness the chickensâ feet together and my mother carried them upside down. By the time we got home, they would be drained of their blood.
âLead me out, quickly now,â my mother said.
Ethan 434 led us into the central courtyard, where we stumbled on a cartload of immigrants who had just arrived from America. Some were propped up on pillows, their arms and legs twisted in unthinkable ways. There was a small bald girl who was so emaciated you could see every bone, and a young woman with no legs. But this wasnât why I stared, why I couldnât turn away. It was their gaze. It beat out of them like wings. Was this what my mother had been talking about? Was this what living in a world with love did to you? They looked so alive . My mother and I walked closer to the cart.
One of the immigrants stuck her fingers out of the cart and wiggled them. âIs somebody there?â she called out.
âIâm here,â my mother said. Their fingers touched.
âIâm scared,â the girl whispered.
I could tell from her voice that she couldnât be more than a teenager.
My mother read her future quickly. âDonât be.â
Forecasting her future was something my mother wouldnât be able to do after the girl was Changed. For some reason, once the Maker had molecularly changed an immigrantâs past, his or her future became unreadable.
âWill I see you again?â the girl asked.
âI donât think so,â my mother told her.
Then my mother brought the girlâs fingers to her lips and kissed them. A gasp rippled through the crowd. The Changed had never seen an Isaurian show affection.
I looked across the clearing and saw a man leaning against a pillar, smoking a cigar. He nodded at me. I pointed him out to my mother.
âHeâs what they call a Host,â she explained. âHis job is to guide the new recruits through orientation.â
âBut he doesnât look Changed,â I said. I was used to the expressionless, subservient Changed who delivered our food and raised our cattle.
âHeâs Changed. But thereâs something different about Hosts. Something the Maker does to them, I think,â my mother said. âTheyâre the Ministryâs watchdogs,â she added with a frown.
âCan I help you?â the Host called out, exhaling a plume of smoke. My heart began to pound its distress. Even though it would draw even more attention to us, I took my motherâs hand and squeezed it.
âNo, thank you,â said my mother calmly. âWe got the wrong order. We thought itâd be faster to come and exchange it ourselves.â
The Host raised his eyebrows and took a step toward us. âThere is no such thing as a wrong order,â he said. The crowd dispersed. He squinted, as if he were trying to memorize our faces.
Â
When we got back home, it was late afternoon and Cook was sitting at the kitchen table chopping up the plums into tiny pieces. I could tell by the way she slammed the knife down into the cutting board that something was wrong. My mother handed her the chickens silently and disappeared into her bedroom to change her stained shirt.
âWhere have you been?â Cook asked.
âWe went to the Compound. She said she wanted chicken for dinner, not lamb.â
Cook peeled the plum and handed me the skin. I loved the tart, almost bitter taste. âWho saw you?â she asked.
I shrugged. I didnât want to tell her about the Host.
âAnyone from the Ministry?â
I shook my head.
Cook put down her knife. âThomas, you must be very careful.â
âIâm always careful.â I was a cautious boy. I didnât take unnecessary risks.
âThatâs not what I mean. I know youâre careful.