continue blockade running. Blockade running . Th e princeâÂher targetâÂwas a gods-Âdamned blockade runner against Adarlan, and his people loved him for it.
Sheâd trailed the prince and his men through the city, leaping from roo ft op to roo ft op, and all it would have taken was one arrow through those turquoise eyes and he would have been dead. But she followed him all the way to the city walls, the cheers growing louder, people tossing fl owers, everyone beaming with pride for their perfect, perfect prince.
Sheâd reached the city gates just as they opened to let him through. And when Galan Ashryver rode o ff into the sunset, o ff to war and glory and to fi ght for good and freedom, she lingered on that roof until he was a speck in the distance.
Th en she had walked into the nearest taberna and gotten into the bloodiest, most brutal brawl sheâd ever provoked, until the city guard was called in and she vanished moments before everyone was tossed into the stocks. And then she had decided, as her nose bled down the front of her shirt and she spat blood onto the cobblestones, that she Âwasnât going to do anything .
Th ere was no point to her plans. Nehemia and Galan would have led the world to freedom, and Nehemia should have been breathing. Together the prince and princess could have defeated the King of Adarlan. But Nehemia was dead, and Celaenaâs vowâÂher stupid, pitiful vowâÂwas worth as much as mud when there Âwere beloved heirs like Galan who could do so much more. Sheâd been a fool to make that vow.
Even GalanâÂGalan was barely making a dent against Adarlan, and he had an entire armada at his disposal. She was one person, one complete waste of life. If Nehemia hadnât been able to stop the king . . . then that plan, to fi nd a way to contact Maeve . . . that plan was absolutely useless.
Mercifully, she still hadnât seen one of the FaeâÂnot a single damn oneâÂor the faeries, or even a lick of magic. Sheâd done her best to avoid it. Even before sheâd spotted Galan, sheâd kept away from the market stalls that o ff ered everything from healing to trinkets to potions, areas that Âwere usually also full of street performers or mercenaries trading their gi ft s to earn a living. Sheâd learned which tabernas the magic-Âwielders liked to frequent and never went near them. Because sometimes she felt a trickling, writhing thing awaken in her gut if she caught a crackle of its energy.
It had been a week since sheâd given up her plan and abandoned any attempt to care at all. And she suspected itâd be many weeks more before she decided she was truly sick of teggya, or brawling every night just to feel something, or guzzling sour wine as she lay on roo ft ops all day.
But her throat was parched and her stomach was grumbling, so Celaena slowly peeled herself o ff the edge of the roof. Slowly, not because of those vigilant guards, but rather because her head was well and truly spinning. She didnât trust herself to care enough to prevent a tumble.
She glared at the thin scar stretching across her palm as she shimmied down the drainpipe and into the alley o ff the market street. It was now nothing more than a reminder of the pathetic promise sheâd made at Nehemiaâs half-Âfrozen grave over a month ago, and of everything and everyone Âelse sheâd failed. Just like her amethyst ring, which she gambled away every night and won back before sunrise.
Despite all that had happened, and Chaolâs role in Nehemiaâs death, even a ft er sheâd destroyed what was between them, she hadnât been able to forfeit his ring. Sheâd lost it thrice now in card games, only to get it backâÂby whatÂever means necessary. A dagger poised to slip between the ribs usually did a good deal more convincing than actual words.
Celaena supposed it was a miracle she made