while⦠He didnât understand why Megan thought it was important to pack up the remnants of her motherâs life so soon. When sheâd arrived with the cardboard boxes, Troy hadnât argued, but frankly, he didnât see the necessity of rushing into this.
âMost of them are outdated now.â Megan held up a pink sweater, one Sandy had always loved.
âLeave everything here for now,â he suggested.
âNo.â The vehemence with which his daughter responded surprised Troy.
âMegan, letâs not do something we might regret later.â
âNo,â she said again, shaking her head. âMomâs gone. Sheâll never hold her grandchildren. Sheâll never go shopping with me again. Sheâll never share a recipe with me. Sheâllâ¦sheâllâ¦â Tears rained down her pale cheeks.
Troy felt utterly incapable of easing her grief. Heâd never been good at dealing with emotions and was at an even greater loss now. Megan was an only child and sheâd been close to her mother. Both Sandy and Troy had wanted more children. For years, theyâd tried for a second child, until after the third miscarriage, when Troy had said enough. They should be grateful they had a beautiful daughter, heâd told her, instead of yearning for a larger family.
âItâs only been two months,â he reminded Megan as gently as possible.
âNo, Dad,â she said. âItâs been a lot longer than that.â
Troy understood this far better than Megan seemed to realize. In the end, Sandy barely resembled the woman heâd married. Her death, while tragic, was a release from the physical nightmare that had become her reality. Sandy had lived with MS for at least thirty years. Not until after she miscarried the third pregnancy had she been tested. Then, and only then, were the physicians able to put a name to the seemingly random symptoms sheâd been experiencing for years. Multiple sclerosis.
âLetâs not donate anything just yet,â Troy said.
âMomâs gone, â Megan repeated in the same emotionally charged tone. âWe both have to accept it.â
Troy didnât have any choice but to accept the fact that his wife was dead. He wanted to tell Megan that he was well aware Sandy was gone. He was the one who walked into an empty house every night, the one who slept alone in a big bed.
Ninety per cent of his free time had been spent at the nursing home with Sandy. Now he was bereft and at loose ends. He knew heâd never be the same. Like him, Megan was hurting and she needed to vent her grief, so he said nothing.
âIâll help you pack everything up and Iâll put the boxes in the basement,â he murmured. âWhen youâre readyâ¦when we both are, Iâll bring them upstairs again. Then, and only then, should we think about donating your motherâs things to charity. If we decide to do it, Iâll ask Pastor Flemming to suggest an agency. There might even be one at the church.â If not, heâd go to St. Vincent de Paul or the Salvation Army, both organizations Sandy had supported.
For a moment it looked as if Megan wanted to argue with him.
âAgreed?â he pressed.
His daughter reluctantly nodded. Glancing at her watch, she gnawed on her lower lip. That told him how close she was to breaking down. âCraig will be home any minute. I should leave.â
âGo.â He gestured toward the door.
His daughter hesitated. âBut the bedroomâs a mess.â
âIâll take care of it.â
She shook her head. âThatâs unfair, Dad. Iâ¦I didnât mean for you to have to deal with all this.â
âAll Iâm going to do is fold everything, put it inside these boxes and haul them downstairs.â
âYouâre sure?â she asked uncertainly.
He nodded. The truth was, Troy would rather be alone right now.
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