just say the word.â
âI will.â Troy gestured toward the sofa. âWould you care to sit down?â he asked.
âIâve made a fresh pot of coffee,â his daughter added. âWill you have some?â
Troy was proud of what a good hostess Megan had become. Ever since Sandyâs multiple sclerosis had become so much worse, his daughter often filled that role for him, something sheâd continued to do after her marriage. Troy appreciated the way sheâd willingly stepped in for her mother. Sheâd accompanied him to various functions in Sandyâs place, and occasionally held dinners for family friends. Theyâd grown especially close since Sandy had gone into the nursing home two years before.
âThank you, no,â Dave told them. âI canât stay. But Iâd like to help in any way I can. If itâs too painful for you to sort through Sandyâs things, for instance, Iâd be happy to ask some of the ladies at church to lend a hand.â
âNo, no, weâre fine,â Troy assured him.
âEverythingâs under control,â Megan said. Sheâd already begun packing up her motherâs clothes and personal effects.
âIâll leave you two, then,â Dave said and after shaking Troyâs hand, the pastor let himself out.
âWeâre going to be all right, arenât we, Dad?â his daughter asked him in a tentative voice that reminded him of how sheâd sounded as a child.
Draping his arm around her thin shoulders, Troy nodded. He usually managed to hide his pain. And for Meganâs sake he even tried to smile. She had enough grief of her own to carry.
âOf course weâre going to be fine.â With his daughter at his side he walked into the bedroom heâd shared with his wife for more than thirty years. Boxes crammed with Sandyâs clothes were scattered across the carpet. Half the closet was spread on the queen-size bedâdresses, sweaters, skirts and blouses, most of which had hung there for years without being touched.
Sandy had been in the nursing home for two years. Heâd understood, when they settled her into the care facility, that she wouldnât be coming home again. Still, heâd had difficulty reconciling himself to the knowledge that MS would eventually take her life.
It didnât. Not exactly. As with most people suffering from this disease, her immune system was so compromised that she died of pneumonia. Although it couldâve been almost any virus or infectionâ¦
For her sake, Troy had made the pretense of believing sheâd move home one day, but in reality heâd always known. He brought her whatever she asked for. As the months dragged on, Sandy stopped asking. She had everything she needed at the nursing home. Her large-print Bible, a few precious photographs and a lap robe Charlotte Jefferson had knit before she married Ben Rhodes. Sandyâs needs were simple and her demands few. As the weeks and months passed, she needed less and less.
Troy had left everything in the house exactly the way it was the day heâd taken her to the nursing home. In the beginning that seemed important to Sandy. It was to him, too. It helped perpetuate the pretense that sheâd recover. Sheâd needed to believe it, until she no longer could, and heâd wanted to hold on to the slightest shred of hope.
âIâm not sure what to do with all of Momâs clothes.â Megan stood in the middle of the bedroom, her arms hanging limply at her sides. Sandyâs half of the walk-in closet was bare.
âI had no idea Mom had so many clothes,â Megan said helplessly. âShould we donate them to charity?â
Troy wished now that heâd asked Pastor Flemming about that. Perhaps the church had a program that collected items for the poor.
âWe should.â Still, if it was up to him, he wouldnât change a thing. Or at least not for a