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she said in a tight, angry voice. She passed the note to Simon. “I guess he ‘considered his options.’”
    I can’t do it, the note read. I know it probably makes me a coward, but I can’t drink from that Cup. I don’t want to die. I’m sorry. Say good-bye to everyone for me? And good luck.
    They passed the note around one by one, as if needing to see the words in black and white before they could really believe it. Sunil had run away.
    â€œWe can’t blame him,” Beatriz said finally. “Everyone has to make his own choice.”
    â€œI can blame him,” Marisol said, scowling. “He’s making us all look bad.”
    Simon didn’t think that was why she was really angry, not exactly. He was angry too—not because he thought Sunil was a coward, or had betrayed them. Simon was angry because he’d put so much effort into trying not to think about what could happen, or how this was his last chance to walk away, and now Sunil had made that impossible.
    Simon stood up. “Think I need to get some air.”
    â€œWant company, mate?” George asked.
    Simon shook his head, knowing George wouldn’t be offended. It was another thing that made them such good roommates—each knew when to leave the other alone.
    â€œSee you guys in the morning,” Simon said. Julie and Beatriz smiled and waved good night, and even Jon gave him a sardonic salute. But Marisol wouldn’t even look at him, and Simon wondered whether she thought he’d be the next to run.
    He wanted to reassure her there was no chance of that. He wanted to swear that, in the morning, he’d be there beside the rest of them in the Council Hall, ready to take the Cup to his lips without reservation. But swearing was a serious thing for Shadowhunters. You never promised unless you were absolutely sure.
    So Simon just said a final good night and left his friends behind.
    *    *    *
    Simon wondered whether, in the history of time, anyone had ever said, “I need to get some air,” and actually meant it. Surely it was only ever used as code for “I need to be somewhere else.” Which Simon did. The problem was, nowhere felt like the right place to be—so, for lack of a better idea, he decided his dorm room would have to do. At least there he could be alone.
    This, at least, was the plan.
    But when he stepped into the room, he found a girl sitting on his bed. A petite, redheaded girl whose face lit up at the sight of him.
    Of all the strange things that had happened to Simon in the last couple of years, the strangest had to be that this—beautiful girls eagerly awaiting him in his bedroom—no longer seemed particularly strange at all.
    â€œClary,” he said as he encompassed her in a fierce hug. It was all he needed to say, because that’s the thing about a best friend. She knew exactly when he most needed to see her and how grateful and relieved he was—without his having to say a thing.
    Clary grinned at him and slipped her stele back into her pocket. The Portal she’d created was still shimmering in the decrepit stone wall, by far the brightest thing in the room. “Surprised?”
    â€œWanted to get one last look at me before I go all buff and demon-fightery?” Simon teased.
    â€œSimon, you do know that Ascending isn’t going to be like getting bitten by a radioactive spider or something, right?”
    â€œSo you’re saying I won’t be able to leap tall buildings in a single bound? And I don’t get my own Batmobile? I want my money back.”
    â€œSeriously, though, Simon—”
    â€œSeriously, Clary. I know what Ascension means.”
    The words sat heavily between them, and as always, Clary heard what he didn’t say: That this was too big to talk about seriously. That joking was, for the moment, the best he could do.
    â€œBesides, Lewis, I’d say you’re buff