âYouâre still having trouble dealing with dear old Dad.â
Small lines of concern appeared between Tiffanyâs eyebrows. âLetâs just call him John.â
âOkay, so the fact that John Cawthorne is going to be there is bothering you.â
âNot only that heâs there, but that heâs giving the bride away.â Tiffany sighed and, resting her chin on her open palm, stared through the window. âItâ¦it brings it all out in the open again.â
Katie knew what her half sister was talking about. The situation had been painful for everyone involved. John Cawthorne had sired one daughter out of wedlock and hadnât bothered to marry the girlâTiffanyâs mother. According to Tiffany, there was no love lost between Rose Nesbitt and John Cawthorne. But he hadnât finished fathering daughters. Heâd married a woman named Margaret from San Francisco, and sheâd borne him a second daughterâthe legitimate oneâBliss.
Not one to ever be satisfied, John had started living a dual lifeâpart of the year in Seattle with Margaret and Bliss, the other down here in Bittersweet where he met and fell in love with Brynnie Anderson, who, in between several husbands, carried on an affair with Cawthorne. As luck would have it, Brynnie, who already had three sons, got pregnant with Johnâs third daughter. However, Katie had always assumed her father was Hal Kinkaid, her motherâs third husband, whose name she was given. No doubt about it, the family situation was one tangled mess of relationships and emotions. âSo, whatâre you going to do when you and J.D. get married?â Katie asked.
âI want to go before a justice of the peace.â
âNo way.â J.D. set his glass on the table and skewered his bride-to-be with determined eyes. âThis is my first and last marriage, and I want it done right.â
âI know, I know. Thenâ¦then I suppose that Stephen will give me away.â
âFine.â J.D. seemed satisfied. âNow that Iâve exerted my testosterone-filled rights, I think Iâd better make a quick exit.â He walked to Tiffany and brushed a kiss across her ebony crown. âBesides, Iâve got some paperwork to finish, then Iâve got to call Dad. Iâll be down in a couple of hours.â He hoisted his glass in Katieâs direction. âMs. Kinkaid,â he said with a lift of one corner of his mouth. âItâs been a pleasure. As always.â
âYou, too, J.D.â
Carrying his glass, he walked briskly out of the room, and Tiffanyâs gaze followed longingly after him.
âBoy, have you got it bad,â Katie observed.
âThat obvious, huh?â
âYou could hang a flashing neon sign that reads âI Love J.D. Santiniâ around your neck, and it would be more subtle.â
âOh, well, I guess I should be more discreet.â
âNot at all! Loveâs great.â Katie believed it with all her heart; it just didnât seem to work for her. âWhich brings us back to Blissâs wedding this weekend. Howâre you gonna handle the John situation?â
âI donât know,â Tiffany admitted. Rubbing one temple, she leaned back in her chair. âWhat do you want me to do? Make up with the man? Let bygones be bygones and pretend that he didnât ignore me for over thirty years?â She shook her head and swirled her glass. Ice cubes and slices of lemon danced in the amber liquid. âIâm sorry. I didnât mean to sound bitter, and in all fairness, Johnâ¦heâs been good to the kids and to me lately, ever since his damned heart attack. But I canât just erase the past.â
âNo oneâs asking you to.â
âJust to sweep it under the carpet for a while?â
âNo way, but maybeâ¦well, if you want to, just give him a chance. Thatâs what Iâve decided to