life.â
âIâm fine,â Ellie said, desperate to be on her way. âJust put my total on the book if you will. Pa will pay when he comes to town next.â She gathered up the small pile of bottles and tins Tess had placed before her and held the assortment in both hands.
âHere, put that in this box,â Tess said, reaching beneath the counter for an empty cardboard container. Adding the sack of sugar, she reached for a peppermint stick and placed it amid Ellieâs purchases. âThatâll settle your stomach, Ellie,â she said quietly, pushing the box across the counter. âJust remember, Iâm here if you need me.â
And that was the second offer sheâd had today, Ellie thought, lifting the box and heading for the door. Striding out onto the sidewalk, then stepping down to the road, she ignored the passersby, nodding only when the tall minister of the Methodist church spoke her name.
âEllie, we havenât seen you in Sunday morning service for a long time. Donât be a stranger now, you hear?â Reverend Fairfax said with a wide smile. He tipped his hat and moved along the road, speaking to another of his parishioners as he made his way toward his own buggy.
âI doubt youâll be seeing me at all,â Ellie muttered beneath her breath as she untied the mare from the hitching rail. The box with her purchases settled beneath the seat, she climbed into the buggy and turned the mare toward home. Although seeing the kindly minister would have been a logical move ifTommy had stayed here, instead of moving back East. If heâd told his mother that he wanted to marry Ellie.
She sighed, envisioning the event. Her with a new dress maybe. Tommy with his hair slicked back and his smile flashing just for her benefit. She frowned, closing her eyes, as his image eluded her, replaced by the tall, kindly man whoâd just rocked the very foundations of her world.
Winston Gray. No problem recalling him, she thought with a flash of humor.
Now, as to Tommy⦠Ellie squinted as the buggy headed toward the setting sun. Funny, she could barely remember what he looked like. And he was supposedly the love of her life. Although, hard as she tried, today she couldnât come up with much more than lukewarm feelings for the man.
That sheâd been a fool to listen to his palaver was a given. Heâd played her like a shabby fiddle, plucking at her strings, telling her she was beautiful, just the girl he needed for a wife.
Beautiful, indeed. As if plain brown hair and eyes that matched were anything to talk about. But sheâd listened, bewitched by the running on of his compliments, intrigued by his kisses that promised pleasure. But thereâd been no pleasure to be had in his taking of her body, only a painful, embarrassing few minutes of prodding and thumping on her, while Tommy wheezed and groaned against her ear.
Sheâd been a fool. That fact recognized, she set about working on a plan to get her future in order. The first thing would be to tell Pa. And to that end, she set her jaw and considered the best way to approach George Mitchum.
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No matter what sheâd done, the results would have been the same, Ellie realized. She crawled with effort into her bed, aching in every muscle, bruised from the blows sheâd accepted as her due from the man whoâd sired her. The man whoâd toldher in no uncertain terms that she was no longer welcome in his house.
âYouâve got till tomorrow morning to be gone from here,â heâd shouted as sheâd huddled in the corner of the kitchen. âI wonât have a bastard in this house. I always knew you were just like your ma. Youâll no doubt have a simpering girl child, just the way she did. Worthless females, both of you.â
Supper forgotten on the table, heâd stormed out the back door, leaving Ellie to consider the condition of her body. Her face hurt from