two sharp slaps, and unless she was mistaken, her eye was swollen. If the aching in her arms was any indication, thereâd be bruises turning blue by morning, where great hammy fists had punched her as sheâd sought to protect the child she carried.
Her backside throbbed from several kicks and her legs bore bloody scuff marks from Georgeâs boots, but there hadnât been any serious bleeding done, and for that she supposed she should be thankful. Sheâd thought at first that he would surely kill her, but his look of disgust had not included a gleam of hatred akin to murder in his eye.
She sighed, curling beneath the quilt. Maybe Tess Dillard would be the person to seek out. Perhaps she could use a hand in the store, at least until Ellie found a better solution to her problem. And that didnât seem likely, at least not for the next few months.
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The house was quiet when she crawled from her bed, donning the same dress sheâd worn yesterday. Her other two dresses, one she wore to do chores, the other her Sunday best, hung in the wardrobe and she gathered them, along with a spare petticoat and her good drawers, folding them all neatly into a small bundle. Two pairs of stockings completed her pile of belongings, and she stuffed the lot into a small valise that had been her motherâs.
Her chest of drawers held extra bed linens and a shawl.The shawl she took, along with her comb and brush and a small bottle of scent Tommy had presented her with. Lily of the Valley, it said on the gilt label, and she smiled ruefully as she recalled her pleasure in the gift.
On second thought, she decided, sheâd do just as well without any reminders of Tommy, and cast the bottle aside. It was about as worthless to her as the promises heâd made and broken. She surely didnât need to smell good for his sake anymore.
Damn Tommy Jamison, anyway. âI hope he rots in hell,â she whispered, and then slapped a hand over her mouth as she muffled the curse word sheâd said aloud.
The kitchen was empty, the coffeepot cold. Pa must have taken breakfast with the men in the bunkhouse, she decided, heading for the pantry. Last nightâs leftover beef and cooked carrots were on a platter, covered with a dish towel, and she wrapped a good portion in a clean napkin. It might be a long time before she found something else to eat.
Her final act was to take the sugar bowl from its place on the kitchen dresser. A handful of coins were in the bottom of the flowered china container. Pa didnât hold with fancy dishes on the table, preferring to take his sugar from a jar. Ellie had squirreled away all her meager savings in the last piece of china left from her motherâs good dishes, and thankfully, George hadnât discovered the cache.
She dumped them into her small reticule and replaced the bowl. Then in a moment of rebellion, she snatched it back and settled it in the top of her valise.
âItâs the last thing I have of yours, Mama,â she whispered. âI wonât leave it for him.â
The faraway sound of menâs voices came to her as she walked out the back door, looking toward the near pasture. The big farm wagon rolled across its width, filled with men holding scythes, her father holding the reins of his team ofdraft horses. One of the men, John Dixon, looked up, nudged another, and shook his head slowly in her direction.
Whether it was an expression of sympathy or a declaration of disgust she couldnât tell, and as she set off staunchly down the lane toward the town road, she decided she didnât care.
That she was a fallen woman was a fact she could face. That her father had turned on her with a vengeance beyond belief was more than a reality, as her bruised and battered body could attest. Her hips ached as she walked the length of the pasture fence. Her eye throbbed, and she squinted through its swollen slit as she turned onto the dirt track leading to