were afraid of you. They were afraid of what you would do to them onstage during rehearsals. They were afraid you would bully them.â
âBully?â I repeated the word.
âWeâve talked a lot in class this year about bullies,â she said. âYou remember, donât you?â
I shrugged. âI donât know any bullies,â I said. âI think theyâre probably only in books.â
She gazed at the wall clock on the far wall. âI think we have to wrap this up,â she said. âBut before you go, I just want to say a few more things to you.â
She kept talking, but I stopped listening to her. I was thinking hard. My mind was spinning because of what she had told me. The other kids didnât want me to be in the play. Thatâs why I was stage manager.
They didnât want me. They didnât want Rick Scroogeman.
Miss Dorrit was saying something about the Golden Rule. But I didnât hear a word. I could feel the anger bubbling in my chest.
They didnât want me. They didnât want me onstage with them.
Suddenly, I knew what I had to do.
I had to find a way to pay them all back.
And guess what?
I had a really fun idea.
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5
After dinner, Mom, Charlie, and I were in the den. Mom sat on the edge of the soft couch, knitting a Christmas sweater for one of our cousins.
She was always knitting sweaters for our cousins. She never did one for Charlie or me, and I was glad because her sweaters always weigh a ton and theyâre totally itchy. They itch you right through your shirt. Right through your skin. Seriously.
Mom had the Weather Channel on the TV. Sheâs obsessed with the Weather Channel in winter. She likes all those snowy scenes of cars stranded on the highway and roofs collapsing under six feet of snow. She loves snow disasters.
Mom has a good sense of humor, like me.
Charlie was down on the floor in front of the coffee table. He had a big bag of jelly beans in his lap. I dropped down beside him and swiped the jelly bean bag out of his hand.
âHeyâ!â He grabbed for it. Missed.
âWhereâd you get these?â I asked.
âLeft over from Halloween,â he said. âTheyâre mine. Give them back.â
âWow. Look at that car stranded on an icy river,â Mom said, pointing at the TV. âHow horrible.â
âJelly beans arenât good for you,â I told Charlie. âAnd these are stale.â
âJelly beans donât get stale,â he argued. Heâs very bright for seven. âGive them back.â
âTell you what,â I said. âSince Iâm a nice guy, Iâll share them with you. Itâs almost my birthday, right? So we can divide them up.â I tilted the bag and poured them all onto the rug.
I started making piles. âTwo for me, one for you. Three for me, one for you.â
He made an ugly face and punched me in the shoulder. Heâs so skinny and lightweight, I could hardly feel it. âStop it, Rick. Youâre cheating!â he whined.
âWhat are you learning in school?â I asked him.
He thought for a moment. âWeâre learning about the different states,â he said.
âCharlie, tell me what things you learned about the states,â I said.
He likes to show off about school stuff. He started to talk about California and then Nevada. Then he moved on to Wyoming.
While he talked, I gobbled up a handful of jelly beans. I figured if I could keep him talking, I could eat most of the candy before he finished.
I ate about two dozen, and I saved him five jelly beans. He is my brother, after all.
âMom, Rick ate my jelly beans,â Charlie wailed.
âI shared them with him,â I said.
Mom had her eyes on the TV. âRick, I think Iâm going to buy you new snow boots for Christmas,â she said.
I almost gagged. âHuh? Boots for Christmas? Youâre joking, right?â
âHe only saved