head. This was seriously unfair.
âHello? Earth to dirtbag, come in, Sergeant McKinley.â
His eyes popped open. Sheâd movedâher hand was on her hips, those sensuous lips set in a hard line.
âYouâre here. Itâs really you.â
âWere you expecting someone else? How many ex-wives do you have?â
He shook his head. âNot ex. Weâre still no-shit married.â
âAnd you no-shit left me without a backward glance. What the hell, Chance?â
Her voice was level, but that tiny hitch on the last word betrayed how close she was to falling apart. He nearly laughed in disbelief at the thoughtâharder-than-cement Tara Lambert shedding a tear over his lost affection? Not in this lifetime.
Her lower lip trembled. She bit it so hard he bet she drew blood.
His heart fell into his feet. I did this. Heâd hurt the one woman he thought was impenetrable, dented the only girl heâd ever met who seemed as unyielding as the asphalt beneath the soles of his shoes. He thought he was the only one who wore a scar from those two nights together. He was wrong.
And he was an idiot.
âI thought we were just having fun,â he lied. âIt was a stupid bet. I figured youâd sober up and have the marriage annulled.â So I left you sleeping, saving myself from watching you realize that you were legally bound to a combat-addicted nutcase. Because I couldnât stand to watch that newborn love drain from your eyes, not then, and not three or ten or seventy days later when you finally realized what youâd done.
âA marriage prompted by a roulette spin is still a marriage.â
Carl snorted at his elbow, drawing Taraâs hostile stare.
âYou laughing at my legally sworn union, GI Joe? You think itâs funny that your good-for-nothing friend up and left me in the marital bed? So help me, Iâll wipe that smug smile off your face if you so much asââ
âWhoa, calm down.â Chance took a step toward his erstwhile bride, nodding at Carl to proceed without him. His fellow NCO shot him a look that promised heâd be watching from inside, then pushed through the door of the bar.
âCalm down,â Tara echoed mockingly. Her arms were crossed so tightly he feared for the blood supply to her fingers. âReunited with his wife after ten months and what does he say? Calm down, like Iâm some overexcited filly.â
Chance frowned, sweeping his gaze from her feet to her face and back again, trying to collect his thoughts and put the facts in a row. Tara was here. Sheâd clearly worked hard to find him. And she was pissed. Why?
âAre you pregnant?â
âNot unless youâre in the habit of poking holes in your own condoms.â
âHow do I know you arenât?â
Dark eyes narrowed. âJesus, I hope they donât put you in charge of counting how many bullets are left. What did I just say? Ten months. If youâd knocked me up back in December Iâd be rocking the proof to sleep by now.â
âWhat took you so long, then?â
âBeg pardon?â
âLike you said, ten months since our wedding. Fort Prestonâs only a couple hoursâ drive from Kansas City. Whyâd you wait almost a year?â
âI didnât think my car would manage the drive to Afghanistan.â
âIâve been back for six months.â
Her jaw slackened, offering the barest flash of soft tongue, moist pink mouth. His groin twitched unhelpfully.
âWhat?â
âYou heard me. I got back in April.â
âThe hell you did. You said it was a nine-month deployment.â
âAnd in December I was on R&R, halfway through.â
Her shocked silence gave his mind the space it needed to produce a new, deeply cynical thought. It was his turn to cross his arms over his chest.
âI know why youâre here. You think youâre going to collect my combat pay while