Iâm gone.â
She blinked. âCombat pay?â
âYou read it in the paper,â he accused, confidence bolstered by landing on what he was sure could be the only explanation for this high-spirited woman to go to all this trouble to find his sorry ass. âYou saw the obituary for Alpha Companyâs medic, knew the 13th Infantry would need someone from another company to replace him mid-tour and you figured Iâd raise my hand. Well, Iâve got news for you, girl, Iâve still got a month left before I deploy so if you were hoping to catch me off-guard at the last minute, you failed.â
A Fourth of July paradeâs worth of emotions marched across Taraâs face. Surprise, bewilderment, contemplation, annoyance, then back to tight fury. She reached him in five scurrying strides and got in three hard swats on his arm before he managed to pivot out of range.
âWhat the hell kind of a fool volunteers to go back to the warzone he just left?â she demanded, homegrown Arkansas accent thicker than ever. âHave you got a death wish? Or are you that crazy that six months of peace and prosperity has already given you an itchy trigger finger?â
âPretty much,â he replied honestly.
âLord, give me strength,â Tara muttered, swiping her palm over her eyes. When she met his eyes again hers were hard with resolve. âItâs not ideal, but a month is better than a week. Weâll make it work.â
âMake what work?â
âThis marriage, Chance. Maybe youâre in the habit of swearing wedding vows you have no intention to keep, but Iâm not. I donât want your combat pay or your car or whatever other raggedy-ass belongings you consider assets. I came here to give this relationship a shot, and Iâm not leaving until Iâm convinced one way or the other.â
On impulse Chance opened his mouth to protest, then closed it without a word.
Tara Lambert had roared back into his life unannounced, unanticipated, full of demands and accusations, riding a motive about as plausible as a dragon. He had four weeks to go before shipping back out to the sandbox and she wanted to spend them getting to know each other, trying to transform their wild wedding weekend into an actual, real-life marriage. Impossible. Ridiculous. The dumbest thing heâd heard in a long time, and a career in the military meant he heard a lot of dumb shit.
But he didnât hate the idea. In fact he was mildly flattered that sheâd worked so hard to reconnect with him, and was willing to give up so much to see if their two-night stand could be something more.
And she looked so good. Even scowling and rigid, she was the prettiest woman ever to give him the time of day.
Nothing about you has changed since you left her in that hotel , his conscience reminded him sternly. Youâre still a violence-hungry freak who can only sit still when heâs sighting in a gun. Youâll never stop leaving her. Sheâll say goodbye at civilian airports, in hangars full of soldiers, at the side of your flag-draped coffin. Youâll destroy her, and if you reckon you wonât youâre an even bigger fool than she thinks.
Chance set his back teeth. He deserved this. He left her in that hotel room like a cowardânow he had to face the consequences. Now sheâd come back to remind him exactly what he was missing, exactly what he couldnât hold on to. Then it would be her turn to leave.
He shoved his hands in his pockets. âAll right, then. Iâll lean inside to tell Carl Iâm leaving, then you can show me where youâre parked.â
Her eyes widened with hope. Inwardly he cringed.
âWhat are we doing?â
âExactly what you came for, sugar. Weâre going home.â
âThis is it?â
âWhat were you expecting, a ten-bedroom mansion with two staircases? Iâm a soldier, not a CEO.â
âI guess I had
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