pencil and leaned toward me over her desk. âResponsible for him?â
I nodded. âYou know my dad died last year. And Mom ⦠well ⦠One day she took me aside. And she said, âYouâre the man now, Rick. I want you to take care of Charlie. From now on, I want you to look after Charlie and be responsible for him.ââ
Miss Dorrit didnât say anything for a long moment. She just kept her eyes on me. She appeared to be thinking hard. âSo you donât play tricks on Charlie or push him around or give him a hard time?â
âNo,â I said. âWell ⦠not too often.â
That made her smile. But the smile didnât last long. âDid you ever think of treating the other kids you know, the kids here in school, the way you treat Charlie?â
âNo,â I answered. âNever.â
She blinked. âBut wouldnât it be better if you treated your friends the way you treat your little brother?â
I shrugged. âI like to have fun,â I said. âI like to goof on people. You know. Joke around.â
Miss Dorrit tugged at her ponytail. âRick, what if your brother had a bad stuttering problem?â she said. âWould you make fun of him?â
âMy brother doesnât have a stuttering problem,â I said.
She sighed. âI know. But what if ?â
âI donât know,â I said. âItâs pretty funny to imitate it. I probably couldnât resist.â
She narrowed her eyes at me. âYou couldnât resist making fun of a stuttering person becauseâ¦?â
âBecause itâs funny. I like to be funny and make people laugh. My dad always said I had a good sense of humor.â
âBut what if your humor makes someone cry ?â she said.
I shook my head. âI donât get it. Why would someone cry at a joke?â
Miss Dorrit sat back in her seat. She started tapping the pencil on her desk again. âRick, I donât think Iâm getting through to you.â
âSo can I go?â I started to stand up.
âNo. Sit down. We need to finish this. I need to make you understand.â
I dropped back onto the chair with a groan. âYou want me to apologize to Josh?â I said. âOkay. Iâll go get him. I locked him in his locker. Iâll go pull him out and apologize.â
Miss Dorrit jumped to her feet. âYou what ? You locked him in his locker?â
I nodded. âYeah. It just kind of happened.â I couldnât keep a smile from creeping across my face.
She ran out of the room. I could hear her out in the hall rescuing Josh. When she came back into the room, she was breathing hard.
âThis is just what I was talking about,â she said. âThis is what Iâm trying to get you to realize, Rick. A lot of kids donât think youâre funny. They think youâre really mean.â
That word mean echoed in my ear.
âHuh, me?â I said. I couldnât keep the surprise from my voice. âMe? Mean? Because I like to kid around?â
Miss Dorrit settled back in her chair. âThere are some things you need to learn, Rick. You tried out for a part in Mr. Pickwickâs Christmas play, remember?â
âYes, and I was the best actor there,â I said. âThe others who tried out were total wimps who muttered onto their chins.â
She locked her green eyes on me. âWell, donât you wonder why you didnât get a part? Donât you wonder why Mr. Pickwick made you the stage manager instead of letting you act?â
I returned her stare. âBecause heâs a jerk?â
She groaned. âRick, it really isnât a good idea to call your teachers names. Especially in front of another teacher.â She shifted in her chair. I donât think she was enjoying our talk. I know I wasnât enjoying it.
âRick, you didnât get a part in the play because the other kids