You Had Me at Hello

You Had Me at Hello Read Free

Book: You Had Me at Hello Read Free
Author: Mhairi McFarlane
Tags: Romance, Humour
Ads: Link
relationships are and you have unrealistic expectations. I used to like his certainty. Now I’m not so sure.
    â€˜It’s not enough,’ I say.
    â€˜What are you saying? You want to move out?’
    â€˜Yes.’
    â€˜I don’t believe you.’
    Neither do I, after all this time. It’s been quite an acceleration, from nought to splitting up in a few minutes. I’ve practically got hamster cheeks from the g-force. This could be why it’s taken us so long to get round to tying the knot. We knew it’d bring certain fuzzy things into sharper focus.
    â€˜I’ll start looking for places to rent tomorrow.’
    â€˜Is this all it’s worth, after thirteen years?’ he asks. ‘You won’t do what I want for the wedding – see ya, bye?’
    â€˜It’s not really the wedding.’
    â€˜Funny how these problems hit you now, when you’re not getting your own way. Don’t recall this …
introspection
when I was buying the ring.’
    He has a point. Have I manufactured this row to give me a reason? Are my reasons good enough? I weaken. Perhaps I’m going to wake up tomorrow and think this was all a mistake. Perhaps this dark, apocalyptic mood of terrible clarity will clear up like the rain that’s still pelting down outside. Maybe we could go out for lunch tomorrow, scribble down the shared song choices on a napkin, start getting enthused again …
    â€˜OK … if this is going to work, we have to change things. Stop getting at each other all the time. See a counsellor, or something.’
    He can offer me next to nothing here, and I will stay. That’s how pathetic my resolve is.
    Rhys frowns.
    â€˜I’m not sitting there while you tell some speccy wonk at Relate about what a bastard I am to you. I’m not putting the wedding off. Either we do it, or forget it.’
    â€˜I’m talking about our future, whether we have one, and all you care about is what people will think if we cancel the wedding?’
    â€˜You’re not the only one who can give ultimatums.’
    â€˜Is this a game?’
    â€˜If you’re not sure after this long, you never will be. There’s nothing to talk about.’
    â€˜Your choice,’ I say, shakily.
    â€˜No,
your choice
,’ he spits. ‘As always. After all I’ve sacrificed for you …’
    This sends me up into the air, the kind of anger where you levitate two feet off the ground as if you have rocket launchers on your heels.
    â€˜You have not given anything up for me! You chose to move to Manchester! You act like I have this debt to you I can never repay and it’s bullshit! That band was going to split up anyway! Don’t blame me because you DIDN’T MAKE IT.’
    â€˜You are such a selfish, spoilt brat,’ he bellows back, getting to his feet as well, because shouting from a seated position is never as effective. ‘You want what you want, and you never think about what other people have to give up to make it happen. You’re doing the same with this wedding. You’re the worst kind of selfish because you think you’re not. And as for the band, how fucking dare you say you know how things would’ve turned out. If I could go back and do things differently—’
    â€˜Tell me about it!’ I scream.
    We both stand there, breathing heavily, a two-person Mexican standoff with words as weapons.
    â€˜Fine. Right,’ Rhys says, eventually. ‘I’m going back home for the weekend – I don’t want to stay here and take this shit. Start looking for somewhere else to live.’
    I drop back down on the sofa and sit with my hands in my lap. I listen to the sounds of him stomping around upstairs, filling an overnight bag. Tears run down my cheeks and into the neckline of my shirt, which had only just started to dry out. I hear Rhys in the kitchen and I realise he’s turning the light off underneath the

Similar Books

Lilac Spring

Ruth Axtell Morren

Terror at the Zoo

Peg Kehret

THE CINDER PATH

Yelena Kopylova

Combustion

Steve Worland

A Death in the Family

Michael Stanley