you’re not to blame for her mental
issues.”
Paris shook his head angrily. “I should have seen it. Out of
everyone here, I knew her best. I just…” He broke off, not knowing
how to explain the conflicting emotions he still had about his mother.
Even if she had never shown him true affection, he’d always loved
her. It was why he had defended her in the first place when his
adoptive father had attacked her. He’d gone so far as to knock the
man out to help her, not knowing what his choice would end up
causing. But what else could he have done in those circumstances? It
wasn’t like he could just let his mother die. “I just don’t know what
I’m supposed to do,” he told Jace at last. “What I should have done.”
“You acted in the best way you could, given what you knew at the
time.” Jace tried to soothe him. “How could you have possibly known
things would turn out the way they did? Besides, you shouldn’t dwell
on what could have been. Reed is fine now, and I’m sure our forces
will eventually catch the warlock and your mother.”
But would they? There was one question that kept tormenting
Paris ever since his mother had escaped Soren while being transported
to Elder Wade’s lands. What would the warlock want with Aria in the
first place? All evidence showed that Tyrell hated shifters.
Therein lay the gist of the issue. A small part of Paris still feared
for his mother, still hoped that she could be redeemed. Even after she
had nearly killed him, he didn’t want her to die. Oh, he could never
forgive her for what she’d done, but that didn’t change the fact that
consorting with the warlock could easily get her killed.
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“Jace, I need to go after her,” he said. “I don’t really understand it
myself, but I have a feeling I will be needed.” Knowing he was being
unfair, he gave Jace a pleading look. “Help me. You can do it. You
can help me sneak out of the States and into Japan.”
He came closer to Jace, half because he didn’t want anyone to
overhear them and half because he simply craved Jace’s touch. “I’m
not an idiot. I realize the risks. But I can protect myself just fine. I’m
not a helpless pup.”
“Sweetheart…” Jace took a deep breath, and Paris’s nostrils flared
as he scented the werewolf’s arousal. The other man’s proximity
roused Paris’s own beast, and he had the yearning to simply climb
into Jace’s lap and rub against the other wolf’s cock. But then, Jace
spoke again, and his words were like a bucket of ice water over
Paris’s excitement. “We can’t do this,” Jace said. “I can’t do this. It’s
not safe.”
Paris moved away from Jace, recognizing the rebuff for what it
was. Fine. No matter. Paris had always been on his own. He’d just
have to make his way out of this without anyone’s help. He should
have known that not even his mate would truly grasp what Paris was
trying to say. In the end, they all thought he was nothing but a child,
which must be the reason why Jace had made no move to touch him
in the first place.
“Fine,” he snapped at Jace. “I get it. I’m an idiot who doesn’t
understand what’s right in front of his nose. And on that note, I’m just
going to play with my action figures now. If you’ll excuse me.”
He shot to his feet, ignoring Jace’s attempts to stop him. Perhaps
he was being a selfish brat, but there was just so much going on. He’d
had hopes that he would find a home, but pack members could be
very unfair when hurt. In their eyes, Reed was one of their own, and
their concern had manifested in trying to separate Paris’s father from
his mate, but also in a general dismissive attitude toward Paris. He
had told no one, not even his mate, about that, and he was glad he
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hadn’t. In the end, they’d probably think he was whining when he had
been the one saved from all the
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