to dance, but Iâm careful about drinking and I donât take men home. You know I donât. One of Nonnoâs men is always looking after me. I know they report back to you.â
âYou go to his house and give him the message from your grandfather and give him the wine. You do
not
go inside with him. Heâs a dangerous man. Your grandfather thinks everyone is his friend. Lospostos is not. Deliver the wine, talk a few minutes and get out of there. Do you understand me?â
âI hardly think Iâll be . . .â
âDo you understand me?â
He roared it. His fingers sank deep again, and he gave her a little shake.
Siena nodded submissively when all she wanted to do was kick him very hard in the shins and claw his eyes out. She kept her head down so he wouldnât see the rebellion in her eyes. âYes, Paolo.â
He stared down at her another minute and then let her go. Siena forced herself not to rub at the finger marks on her arm. She knew she would have bruises and she was tempted to march in to her grandfather and show him what Paolo had done to her. The only thing wasâshe was beginning to think he wouldnât do anything other than ask her why she would upset such a good man. In his eyes, Paolo could do no wrong. As sheâd gotten older, her beloved grandfather had gone from doting to watchful as well. She didnât know what they were all waiting for, but the longer they waited, the more upset everyone got.
âThe wineâs in your car,â Paolo said. He caught her chin in a firm grip. âYou be careful, Siena.â
She blinked rapidly, trying not to show fear. Or anger. Orany other emotion. She felt as if her life was turning upside down and she didnât even know why. His eyes searched hers.
âDid I hurt you?â His voice was gentle. âIâm worried for you, and sometimes my temper gets the better of me. Your
nonno
and I disagree about some of the things he asks you to do. I donât ever like the idea that you could be in danger.â
âPaolo, Iâm just delivering his wine. Heâs asked me to do it each time Iâve come home on a break, and I have. Itâs the least I can do after all the things he does for me. Itâs no big deal, honestly. I donât mind. And Iâll be careful. Itâs possible Lospostos isnât home and Iâll leave the wine and a note.â
Siena knew she was placating him, but she did it anyway. She didnât understand the dynamics of her household anymore. Maybe sheâd just been gone away so much she never really knew what they were.
Her parents had died in a car bombing. Siena understood why her grandfather was so protective of her. Heâd never really gotten over his sonâs death. When she was little, she had her grandmother, who doted on her. When her grandmother passed away, she was immediately sent to a very private and exclusive boarding school. Sheâd been six and terrified, but no amount of tears would convince her grandfather to keep her at home.
Of course she was home every holiday, and he spoiled her rotten. She sat with him, laughed with him, played games until all hours, and he seemed to delight in her company. His men were always close, always watchful, and when she asked, he told her that there were bad people out there who didnât like that heâd been so successful with his wine making and vineyards. He needed to make certain she was protected, so he had bodyguards watching her.
When she was ten years old, she found out the hard way he was right. Men broke into her room at the school and dragged her, kicking and screaming, into the night. She had spent two nights in an old abandoned warehouse, terrified, in the dark, a blindfold over her eyes, tied to a bed. One ofher kidnappers had been kind and given her water and reassurance, but the others were terrifying. Her grandfatherâs men had come, and there was a terrible