Charles.â
âYes, but you werenât in love with him. Nor were you in love with Lionel when you married him.â
âNo.â Beryl drew the word out slowly. âBut . . .â
Camille stared. âGood Lord, Beryl, donât tell me youâre in love with your husband.â
âI might be.â
âNonsense, no one is in love with their own husband.â Camille scoffed. âIt simply isnât done. You certainly didnât marry him for love.â
âNo, I married him because his ambitions matched my own. Now, however . . .â Beryl paused. âIn recent months, since very nearly the start of the year, Lionel and I agreed to forgo our various amorous pursuits and restrict our attentions to one another.â
Camille stared. Her sisterâs and brother-in-lawâs extramarital escapades were very nearly legendary. âAnd?â
âAnd itâs turning out far better than I would have imagined.â She shrugged. âAs it happens, I might indeed be in love with my husband.â A bemused smile curved her sisterâs lips, as if she couldnât quite believe her own words. She looked, well, content, even happy. Camille wasnât sure she had seen a look like that on her sisterâs face before. But then she was fairly certain Beryl had never been in love before. The oddest twinge of jealousy stabbed Camille. She ignored it. If her twin was happy, she was happy for her.
âThatâs . . . wonderful.â
Berylâs eyes narrowed in suspicion. âDo you mean that?â
âOf course I do. You know I wouldnât say it otherwise.â Camille nodded. âLord and Lady Dunwell have always had a certain reputation for dalliances and lovers and that sort of thing. Itâs simply unexpected, thatâs all.â
âNo one expected it less than I,â Beryl said under her breath.
âWhat will the gossips do without you?â
Beryl laughed. âThey shall have to make do.â
âI am happy for you.â
âThen you should consider following in my footsteps.â
âWhat? Marrying a man who might run the country one day?â
âNo.â Berylâs blue-eyed gaze met her sisterâs. It was, as always, like looking in a mirror. âFall in love.â
Camille drew her brows together. âItâs not at all like you to go on and on about love. I always thought you considered it rather silly.â
âThatâs before I was in love,â Beryl said simply, then paused. âYou were in love once, if I recall.â
âThat was a very long time ago,â Camille said quickly. It was not something she wished to be reminded of. She had turned her back on love then, although sheâd really had no choice. And if, through the years, there had been a moment or two of regret, a chance thought as to what might have been, it was pointless. She had put him completely out of her head and her heart. She had never asked after him, and her sister was wise enough never to bring up his name. Such was the way of life, after all. One did hate to be reminded of mistakes one might have made. There was nothing to be done about it, and it was best left in the past where it belonged.
âDonât you want to know that again?â
âI scarcely knew it at all, but I shall,â Camille said firmly. âI fully intend to fall in love.â She picked up the teapot and refilled her cup, taking the time to sort her words.
Why she wished to marry Nikolai wasnât at all easy to explain without sounding quite mercenary and extremely shallow. And while she certainly had a few mercenary moments and was, on occasion, a bit shallow, she did not think herself to be mercenary and shallow, all in all. It wasnât the princeâs fortune; she had more than enough money. It wasnât even his title, although âPrincess Camilleâ did have a lovely ring to it. It was, perhaps, the