the fact that MaryBeth Grabowsky would stick in her two cents.
Muscle Man reaches into his back pocket and pulls out a silver chain with a charm dangling from it. He tosses it to me.
Even before I catch it, I know what it is.
âI found it in my closet,â Muscle Man says. âMy grandma said that youâd want it.â
I wrap my fist around the necklace so tight that it hurts my hand. But MaryBeth sees it anyway.
âDid that say BF ?â she asks, and I wonder if she secretly took Miss Evelyn Woodâs course in speed-reading.
I donât answer.
âWho is BF?â asks Muscle Man.
âItâs not anyoneâs initials. It stands for âBest Friend,ââ says MaryBeth. âYou only give it to someone very special.â
âItâs Kebsieâs,â I mumble.
MaryBeth turns to Muscle Man. âKebsie Grobser lived here before you. She was a foster kid, like you. Mrs. Kutchner was her foster grandmother too.â
âOh.â Muscle Man seems more interested in straightening out his shoelaces than in learning about Kebsie Grobser.
âKebsie moved back with her mom,â adds MaryBeth.
âShe did?â I ask. âHow do you know that?â
â Everybody knows that. My mom told me.â She turns to Muscle Man. âI donât remember when Kebsie moved out exactly , but it was a few days before you moved in.â
âForty-two days ago,â I tell her. At least I know that much. But that was all I knew.
Forty-two days ago, I came back from a four-day visit at Aunt Mariaâs and went to call for Kebsie, like I always did, and Mrs. Kutchner told me that she was gone.
âWell, arenât you glad that I found it on the bottom of my closet?â he asks.
âThat was very nice of you,â says MaryBeth.
âI happen to have superior vision,â says Muscle Man. âDr. Dan, my eye doctor, says heâs never seen a human being who could see such a great distance. He said that I should be working as a top secret spy or something.â
âYeah, right. Maybe youâll be the next James Bond.â I mean it as a joke, just like I mean the name Muscle Man as a joke. Heâs a pale, skinny kid with dirty hair and a runny nose. Thereâs nothing muscley about him.
But Muscle Man doesnât get it, and as soon as I mention the name James Bond, he smiles.
For a second, no one speaks. MaryBeth and Muscle Man stare at me, as if theyâre waiting for something.
âWhat?â I say, finally.
MaryBeth puts her hands on her hips. âWellâ¦he did find the charm. Donât you think this deserves a thank-you?â
Thanks? What does she want me to say thanks for? For taking the room of my very best friend? For eating Kebsie Grobserâs SpaghettiOs and drinking Kebsie Grobserâs Hi-C? For creeping around a house that, as far as Iâm concerned, belongs to Kebsie Grobser?
I hold back about a million tears, making sure that not a single one escapes and runs across my face. The last thing I want to do is cry in front of Muscle Man and MaryBeth Grabowsky.
My throat feels too lumpy to say anything anyway. I shove the BF charm into my pocket and race toward home.
Chapter Four
Full Moons, New Moons, Waning Gibbous
T HAT NIGHT, I have an empty feeling in the pit of my stomach, one that no amount of Oreo cookies can make go away. I am positive about the cookies because as soon as Muscle Man threw me the BF charm, I ran home and ate an entire box.
The emptiness started the day I learned that Kebsie moved from Ramble Street. Nighttime makes it worse, and sleeping is near impossible. Instead of wrestling with my sheet and pillows, I stare out my bedroom window and think of Kebsie.
Thereâs so much to wonder about. I wonder where she lives and if she has her Bobby Sherman poster on the wall and if she has new friends. Mostly I wonder if Kebsie is thinking of me, and if she has an empty feeling