mean to scare you,â he said, hoping she wasnât going to faint on him like those fragile ladies of the silver screen. After all, he hadnât thought to bring along the customary packet of smelling salts employed in those same films to bring the fairer sex back from the brink of hysteria.
âYou didnât,â Annie responded, keeping her eyes trained upon his.
It was only partly a lie. As big as this man was, Annie wasnât in the least afraid of him in any physical senseâother than the way he made her skin itch and her stomach clench in feminine awareness. After being numb for so long, what really scared her was that he made her feel anything at all.
âWould you mind telling me what Iâve done to upset you?â she asked him, ready to put an end to all of his play-acting and get to the bottom of his grievance without further ado.
What she wasnât ready for was the lyrical, lilting quality of his voice. The rhythm and cadence were specific to the manâs unique culture. To her ears, it sounded foreign. Exotic.
And erotic.
âCrimsonâs mother thinks youâre to blame for putting wild ideas into her head about leaving the reservation to pursue an art degree in some fancy college in St. Louis.â
Troubled clouds passed over the clear skies of Annieâs eyes. âI didnât advance any ideas that werenât already there,â she told him frankly. âIâm sureyouâre well aware that your niece has remarkable talent. I would assume youâd want to encourage it.â
Johnny rubbed his chin. The faint fragrance of tuberose and subtle musk from where Annieâs hair had touched his hand lingered upon his fingers and imprinted itself upon his subconscious. Like the woman herself, the scent was intriguing. Obviously strong enough to make her way in the world on her own, there was nonetheless an aura of vulnerability about Annie Wainwright to make a man want to challenge that sense of independence.
âWhen Crimson asked for my opinion, I simply told her that I thought she has what it takes to make it out in the âbigger world,â if thatâs what she really wants to do. I hardly see how that could be misconstrued as meddling.â
âLady, in case you donât know it, just being an outsider working on the reservation makes your motives suspect to a lot of people around here.â
The very idea confounded Annie. Her forehead wrinkled in consternation. âIâm just here to teach a class. A noncredit, community interest, elective class, at that,â she added defensively.
âAre you sure you arenât really here to save the Indian nation?â
The sarcasm dripping from Johnnyâs words voice underscored his disdain.
Caught completely by surprise, Annie replied honestly. âGod, no!â Iâm having a hard enough time saving myself, she almost blurted out.
What exactly was it was about her that gave others the impression she was a huge bleeding heart willing to single-handedly rescue the world and ready to accept the blame when it became apparent that shewasnât up to the task? Annie rubbed her eyes, vainly trying to massage away the headache that was staking out a permanent residence inside her thick skull. Superwoman she was not.
âIt appears that you donât understand how desperately we need talented young men and women like my niece to remain on the reservation to provide leadership to our people,â Johnny told her, speaking slowly as if he were addressing someone who was mentally challenged. âWhat we donât need is foreigners pushing the idea of assimilation at the expense of our native culture. As someone who spent years in the white manâs world, Iâm back on the reservation of my own volition to tell you and anybody whoâll listen that itâs not all itâs cracked up to be.â
Annie threw up her hands in surrender. When she spoke again,