you saw it happen or anything.â
She stretches her neck, just like a goose. âWell, I wouldnât want to.â She shudders like sheâs seeing it right now. âIf a murderer knew you saw him, heâd track you down. Youâd have to go into one of those witness protection programs and change your name and move and everything.â
I think on this. Sheâs right. I wouldnât want to change my name or move or anything. I like things just the way they are. I want to ask about the girl with the uncle who knew the cousin in the drugstore, but Tootsie grabs my hand. âCome on, Violet. Play in my room.â
âI canât right now,â I say.
âPlay dolls with me.â
Melissaâs eyebrows go up. My face flushes with heat. Normally, I donât mind playing dolls with Tootsie, but I donât want Melissa to think Iâm a baby.
âVioletâs talking with us,â Lottie says, pulling Tootsieâs hand out of mine. âBesides, she didnât come here to play with you, Tootsie-Tutu.â
Tootsie lays her head in my lap. Her curls spill all over my legs. âPlease.â
Lord, sheâs like my own little sister; I canât hurt her feelings, but at the same time, I donât want to be upstairs playing dolls while Melissaâs got Lottie all to herself. âTootsieââ
Her voice comes out muffled. âPlease.â
I sigh and push her head up. I say to Lottie, âIâll be right backâdonât start frying without me.â
âI wonât,â Lottie says. She leans toward Tootsie. âViolet can only play for five minutes, okay? Then you have to let her come back down.â
I swear Melissa looks relieved when I let Tootsie drag me out of the room. After we leave the kitchen, Lottie and Melissa start talking and then Lottie giggles. I lag behind Tootsie on the stairs.
Iâm sitting on Lottieâs half of the room while Tootsie arranges her dolls in a circle. Theyâre having a fish fry. Apparently, some of the dolls donât like each other and are arguing with Tootsie over where they should sit.
Running my fingers over Lottieâs footboard, I feel for the words Lottie and I scratched into the wood when we were six. Lord Almighty, did we get in trouble for that. Even though Mr. Townsend did his best to cover them up, the words are as plain as the nose on your face: I love you Violet. I love you Lottie. We have known each other all of our lives; our parents were neighbors before we were even born. My fingers trace the letters. I hope Iâm not missing out on anything downstairs.
Tootsie thrusts a doll at me. Itâs the one with purple eyebrows. âYouâre this one. Youâre from Troit.â
âI donât want to be from Troit.â I smooth Purple Eyebrowsâs hair. âIâm from here.â
âNo!â She slips her thumb in her mouth, just like Lottie used to do when we were little. Back then, I carried a baby blanket everywhere and Eddie had a fish doll. He twiddled the fins so much he wore them right down to threads.
Mommaâs got my blanket in a keepsake box along with cards and drawings Iâve made for her. And I bet Eddieâs mommaâs got that fish doll, too, because even when you outgrow your childish things, someone saves them for you. Someone who loves you does that so you donât forget who you are.
Iâm still holding Purple Eyebrows when Lottie hollers up for us to come down. Itâs a bull race, me and Tootsie in the lead and Lottieâs middle sisters, Hannah and Ashley, thundering down behind us. The grown-ups come in, and the noise level goes up about a thousand decibels.
Mr. Townsend slaps me on the back. âHow ya doing, Vi?â He grabs his knife sharpener off the counter. âTime to get this show on the road,â he says and heads out the back door with Mr. Gold.
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