know,â said Starkwedder. Leaning over the sofa and looking at her earnestly, he continued, âIt might make all the difference.â
Laura turned to face him. âOh, donât you see?â she exclaimed. âDonât you understand? Iâve no hope. Iâm prepared for the worst.â
âWhat, just because I came in through that window? If I hadnâtââ
âBut you did!â Laura interrupted him.
âYes, I did,â he agreed. âAnd consequently youâre for it. Is that what you think?â
She made no reply. âHere,â he said as he handed her a cigarette and took one himself. âNow, letâs go back a little. Youâve hated your husband for a long time, and tonight he said something that just pushed you over the edge. You snatched up the gun that was lying besideââ He stopped suddenly, staring at the gun on the table. âWhy was he sitting here with a gun beside him, anyway? Itâs hardly usual.â
âOh, that,â said Laura. âHe used to shoot at cats.â
Starkwedder looked at her, surprised. âCats?â he asked.
âOh, I suppose I shall have to do some explaining,â said Laura resignedly.
Chapter 3
Starkwedder looked at her with a somewhat bemused expression. âWell?â he prompted.
Laura took a deep breath. Then, staring straight ahead of her, she began to speak. âRichard used to be a big-game hunter,â she said. âThat was where we first metâin Kenya. He was a different sort of person then. Or perhaps his good qualities showed, and not his bad ones. He did have good qualities, you know. Generosity and courage. Supreme courage. He was a very attractive man to women.â
She looked up suddenly, seeming to be aware of Starkwedder for the first time. Returning her gaze, he lit her cigarette with his lighter, and then his own. âGo on,â he urged her.
âWe married soon after we met,â Laura continued. âThen, two years later, he had a terrible accidentâhe was mauled by a lion. He was lucky to escapealive, but heâs been a semi-cripple ever since, unable to walk properly.â She leaned back, apparently more relaxed, and Starkwedder moved to a footstool, facing her.
Laura took a puff at her cigarette and then exhaled the smoke. âThey say misfortune improves your character,â she said. âIt didnât improve his. Instead, it developed all his bad points. Vindictiveness, a streak of sadism, drinking too much. He made life pretty impossible for everyone in this house, and we all put up with it becauseâoh, you know what one says. âSo sad for poor Richard being an invalid.â We shouldnât have put up with it, of course. I see that, now. It simply encouraged him to feel that he was different from other people, and that he could do as he chose without being called to account for it.â
She rose and went across to the table by the armchair to flick ash in the ashtray. âAll his life,â she continued, âshooting had been the thing Richard liked doing best. So, when we came to live in this house, every night after everyone else had gone to bed, heâd sit hereââshe gestured towards the wheelchairââand Angell, hisâwell, valet and general factotum I suppose youâd call himâAngell would bring the brandy and one of Richardâs guns, and put them beside him. Then heâd have the french windows wide open, and heâd sit in here looking out, watching for the gleam of a catâs eyes,or a stray rabbit, or a dog for that matter. Of course, there havenât been so many rabbits lately. That diseaseâwhat dâyou call it?âmyxomatosis or whateverâhas been killing them off. But he shot quite a lot of cats.â She took a drag on her cigarette. âHe shot them in the daytime, too. And birds.â
âDidnât the neighbours ever