teens. Better he not remember. She knelt to tie his ankles together.
âIâd take the boots off first,â he said. âThey might be loose enough for me to take my feet out of them.â
She was annoyed not to have thought of that. She needed to be clear witted, not enmeshed in girlish memories. âThank you. Raise one.â
She grasped the boot and it came off easily. It was thesort a man could get into and out of without a servant, and there were other signs of poverty. The boot was well-worn, down-at-heel and scuffed, and when she had it off, his worsted stockings were darned in the heel. Lieutenant Thayne had been from a noble family headed by a Viscount Faringay. How sad to see him in poverty, but he wouldnât be the only one.
The pay of army officers was barely enough to keep up the style of living thought suitable to their rank, and the half pay they got when they werenât fighting only just kept body and soul together. Many had extra income from their families, but some, like Roger, hadnât. His letters had often mentioned privations, though heâd made them part of the adventure.
His rare letters had presented army life as an enjoyable adventure, and she hoped that had been true. Though heâd been a man in her young eyes, heâd been only twenty when he died. She pushed such thoughts aside for fear of crying, but realized that the dashing officer of her dreams had been even younger six years ago. What had happened to bring him to this state?
âThe other.â It came out more brusquely than sheâd intended. âIâm tired and I want to get this done,â she added, dragging off the second boot.
âNow tie my ankles to the chair legs,â he said.
She dropped the boot to thump on the floor. âI donât know why you donât do it for yourself.â
âUntie my hands and I will.â
She glowered and returned to her task, but saw a problem. She needed to tie each ankle to a front leg of the chair and had only one stocking. She grasped the woolen stocking on his right leg and pulled it down.
A naked lower leg.
Sheâd seen such a thing before. Some workingmen did without stockings in the summer. Some poor ones did without shoes. All the same, in the intimacy of a firelit bedroomhis bare calf made her quiver with embarrassment, and perhaps with something else.
âNo need to risk more of my stockings,â she said, pulling it all the way off.
âNone at all,â he agreed.
Did she hear humor? She wasnât about to look up and reveal her blushes. She took off his other stocking, and then paused. The long, jagged scar down his calf swept away irritation. Whatever Thayne was now, heâd fought for their country and been wounded, perhaps even at Waterloo.
She tied his right ankle to one chair leg, finding his bulky woolen stockings more awkward, but unable to ignore his feet. Sheâd never thought about menâs feet, but his were excellent specimens with straight toes and no bumps or bunions. She felt sure Cousin Porteous had bumps and bunions.
The thought of tying Porteous to a chair pushed her perilously close to giggles and she bit her lip as she tied the other ankle. Thayne would think her ready for Bedlam. Eventually she stood and backed away to assess her work, nodding with satisfaction. He wouldnât get out of thatâwhich made her softhearted. âI hope you wonât be too uncomfortable.â
âIâm sure I will be, but needs must.â
âYes, they must,â she said firmly, which was difficult with the atmosphere in the roomâthe atmosphere created by naked limbs, proximity, and memories. She couldnât help it. She had to know more. She sat on the upholstered chair facing his. âHave you always been a thief?â
He gave an irritating impression of ease. âI assume not in the cradle.â
âHave you had any other means of survival?â
âYes.