opportunity to look into the two mirrors? Stand here in my place.â
Then, turning to her aunt and grandmother, âI would be overjoyed if my three cousins could also share this gift.â
Initially Ida was startled; she stood next to Anne and pleaded with the two women. They made a face and then, touched by Anneâs cordial simplicity, they nodded.
Hadewijch, the youngest, rushed over to the stool.
âMy turn!â
Ida made an acrimonious gesture to prevent her sister from going ahead, then stopped, aware she must maintain her composure as the elder sister. In a fit of pique she went over to the window.
Anne was disgusted: Ida went on blocking the ray of light without even noticing that it was falling upon her chest and face. She did not even feel it. What a brute!
On seeing Philippe in the street below, Ida smiled. A moment later, she was frowning.
âHeâs disappointed. Heâs looking for you, not me.â
Her features twisted, her gaze empty, Ida swallowed, hurt. Anne leaned toward her, seeing how pained she was, and reached out her hand to her cousin and said, âI would have gladly left him to you.â
âPardon?â
Ida jumped, certain she had misunderstood.
âI would gladly leave him to you. Philippe.â
âOh?â
âIf he were not in love with me.â
Anne thought she had said something kind.
There was the sound of a slap.
âHussy!â hissed Ida.
Anne, because she felt a sudden warmth on her cheek, realized that she was the one who had been slapped; Ida had struck her.
All conversation fell silent, and the women turned to look.
âYou snotty-nosed trollop, what makes you so sure that no man will ever desire me? Iâll prove you wrong! Iâll show you! Youâll see, there will be dozens of men after me! Hundreds!â
âOne would suffice,â corrected Anne gently.
A second slap resounded.
âConfound it! You do go on! You are convinced I wonât have even one! What a pest! You are wicked!â
Aunt Godeliève intervened. âIda, do calm down.â
âAnne is driving me to the edge, Maman. She insists I am ugly and repulsive.â
âNot at all. Anne has merely said what I think: one man will suffice, you do not need to charm ten, let alone a hundred.â
Ida glared defiantly at her mother, as if to say, âSay what you like, we shall see.â Godeliève raised her head and said, âApologize to Anne.â
âNever!â
âIda!â
In response, her eldest daughter, red with spite, the veins in her neck bulging, screamed, âIâd sooner die!â
Godeliève handed the mirror she was holding to the surveyorâs widow and rushed over to her daughter. Ida stepped aside; she crossed the room fearlessly, pushed her sister off the stool, and ordered the women: âNow itâs my turn.â
Godeliève refrained from embarking on a struggle she knew she might lose, and signaled to her friends to obey the irascible girl. Then she went over to her niece.
âI suppose she is jealous of you, Anne. She was hoping to be the first to marry.â
âI know. I forgive her.â
Her aunt kissed her.
âOh, if only my Ida had your good nature . . . â
âShe will be better when she gets what she wants. Some day she will let go of her anger.â
âPray God you are right!â said Godeliève, caressing her nieceâs temple. âIn any case, I am sad and happy for you. Sad because I will see you less often. Happy because you have found a good man.â
When she heard her aunt Godelièveâs tranquil voice mapping out her fate, Anne took heart and stopped wondering. Calm once again, she turned her face to the cool air.
A butterfly came to land on the edge of the roof. Its wings, lemon yellow on the inside, green on the outside, fluttered, like a breath. The insect had come to preen itself, thinking it was alone, unaware it