circus hair.
âThanks, Marnie.â Harkness takes the beer. Why not? Thaliaâs friends are his friends now.
âThalia just told me youâre that Harvard Cop!â
He shakes his head and drinks.
âDude. That was like the fucking worst thing
ever
?
That happens, then the Sox havenât won ever since?â
That happens
âhis notorious incident reduced to two words.
âYou go to jail?â
âNo,â Harkness says. âThey donât send cops to jail for doing their job.â
âGood, âcause that whole thing was fucked up? I mean way fucked up. What kind of douche would do that shit? Drop a friend off a bridge . . . down onto the Pike?â
Itâs a question Harkness asks himself every day. And its darker twinâ
Why couldnât he stop them?
âBeantown is a mean town,â Marnie recites.
âThatâs what I always say. Looks all nice and historical on the surface. But underneath itâs fucking rotten. Bostonâs built on these piers from the 1700s, you know? When they rot, the whole city is going down. Gonna be total fucking chaos.â
With her curling voice and fake tough talk, Marnie makes Harkness feel old at twenty-nine. âIâll remember that,â he says. âYou seen Thalia?â
âSaw her in the kitchen.â Marnie points. âOver there.â
âThanks.â He makes his way through the crowd. Like Marnie, half of them think Harkness is wearing a costume. The others sidle away, sure heâs here to shut down the party. He walks across the loft floor trying to keep it together, one foot in front of the next.
No staggering. No falling.
Thatâs the order of the day.
His cell phone rings and Harkness clicks it open.
âThalia, where are you?â
âDonât you know?â
âWhoâs this?â
âPauley Fitz,â a manâs voice says. â
Turnpike Toreador
. Happy anniversary, Harkness.â
Â
Thaliaâs passed out, face down on a paint-stained wooden table crowded with empties, surrounded by a clutch of art guys in thin leather jackets smoking cigarettes. They turn toward Harkness, decide heâs not a real cop, and keep talking. The tallest of them, wearing old-style black jeans and a tight white pocket T-shirt, is telling a joke. Harkness hangs back.
âSo thereâs this clown and this little girl. And theyâre walking into a forest.â Art guy bends his shining bald forehead toward the listeners. âThe girl says, âIâm scared, these woods are creepy.ââ He pauses. âThen the clown stops, turns to the girl, and says,
âHow do you think I feel? Iâm gonna have to walk back home alone
.
ââ
They laugh, paper-white faces twisted, crooked teeth flashing. Theyâve never seen a dead girl. Or pieces of one.
âCâmon, Thalia.â Harkness shakes her shoulder and her eyes open. âGotta head out. Now.â
Thalia reaches back for her coat. No confusion, no fighting it. Harkness takes her arm and leads her out of the kitchen. The art guys watch them like crows.
âNever seen anyone that drunk,â someone whispers in their wake.
âThalia? Thalia Havoc?â another says. âThat girlâs legendary.â
Â
Harkness shoulders the heavy door to one side and they fall into Thaliaâs loft, locked in a kiss so hard that Harkness feels her teeth. Sheâs peeling off his uniform before the door slams closed. She helps him unbuckle the belt and the leather and metal viscera of his job clunks to the floor.
Thalia strides across the dark wood floor. Thereâs a studio with an easel and canvases on one side and a cluster of mismatched furniture and a futon on the other. Ten minutes ago she was passed out at a kitchen table. Now sheâs wide-awake, buoyed by a brutal second wind, stalking across the splintered loft floor to light candles on the windowsill. The