in a bored voice. âTake your prize and go away. Iâm in need of a nap if Iâm going to be up for a certifiable orgy tonight.â
âTonight?â the woman whispered.
He glanced down at her. âTonight. Donât worry, Miss Strong. The sooner itâs done the sooner itâs over, and you can be on your way back to England and forget this ever happened.â
She said nothing, and he turned his back on her, washing his hands of the whole tedious situation. Heâd done his best for the wretched creature, God knew why, when he himself had the irrational urge to bed her. An hour ago, after a vigorous night, he thought heâd never want sex again.
But he did. With her. And he didnât want anyone else to have her, which was ridiculous. Heâd always shared his lovers. The whole situation made no sense.
âYou can see yourselves out,â he said. And he walked away from them, closing the door behind him.
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Kathleen heard them talking. He was gone, and her last bit of strength left her.
âWhatâs wrong with Rohan?â one man said. âHe hasnât changed his mind about all this, has he? It isnât like him.â
âOf course not,â another man said. âHeâs been setting a prodigious example for all of us in his drinking and wenching. I imagine heâs worn out. Iâm just demmed sorry heâs not going to have the virginâI would have liked to observe his technique. Iâm betting he could have made her climax.â
âIâm certain any of us are capable of doing the deed,â Marblethorpe said. âCome, letâs go to my place and play cards for her. Or shall we use the dice?â
âWhat will we do about her in the meantime?â
Oh, please God, feed me , she thought wearily.
âLeave her here. Weâll be gathering here tonight anyway and if we take her with us we might misplace her. Alistair wonât touch her, rules and all that.â
âAn excellent idea. Iâll have Marcello keep an eye on her, make sure she doesnât bolt.â
Their voices were fading away, but she was scarcely aware of them. The eventual silence was so blessed she almost wept.
Alistair Rohan. Why hadnât she known him immediately? Sheâd never seen eyes that captivating color on anyone but her brotherâs friend.
Sheâd been fifteen, heâd been twenty, sent down from Oxford with her brother Jack for some prank involving chickens and the deanâs office, much to her fatherâs annoyance.
Sheâd taken one look at him and fallen madly, desperately in love, as only a fifteen-year-old can love. Of course Rohan had barely noticed Jackâs gawky little sister, though he lightly flirted with her when theyâd been thrown together.
He left, and sheâd never seen him again. Jack had served in India and, like so many before him, died there. Mary had died in childbirth, and their parents were already gone. She was alone, and sheâd had no qualms about becoming a governess, and proved to be an extremely good one. Sheâd leapt at the chance to travel to Venice with the Brandon family, and then disaster fell.
Leaving her destitute, and now a whore, facing her childhood crush. She pushed herself out of the chair and went to survey the littered table, hoping there might be a scrap of food left behind. Apparently the members of the Saving Grace or the Heaven Host or whatever they were calling themselves were only interested in drink, and that one glass of wine had been a very bad idea.
Death before dishonor. It was a lovely sentiment, but she didnât want to die. If she had the chance to go back to England then she didnât fancy a grave as an alternative. They buried the dead on a separate island hereâshe didnât want her body dumped on a barge and carried over there with the other paupers.
An hour or two in exchange for getting out of this country. She had no