know I’m fat, and I’m okay with
it. Really. I’ve always been big.”
“Stop it,
Katy. You’re not fat. You’ve got amazing curves and your…”
“What? My
what?” She pressed him, grinning girlishly.
“Your breasts,
Katy. Your breasts are so full and lush. I…”
She blushed at
his praise and covered her face with her hands for a moment. “No one’s ever
said such nice things about me. Do you really mean it?”
“Hell, yes! I
noticed your…um…curves the first day we met at Bebe’s.”
“So if you
liked what you saw, why didn’t you ask me out?” Oh, god, had she just asked him
that? What was wrong with her? Of course, he’d just said that stuff to be nice.
He squeezed
her gently and pressed a quick kiss to the top of her head.
Suddenly, she
realized where she was. She was in bed with Jackson Wainwright.
Pulling her
onto his lap, he murmured into her ear, “I was protecting you, Katy girl.”
His cock was
hard and pressed against her. She couldn’t breathe. “Protecting me from what?”
Thankful she couldn’t see his face, she relished the feel of his hard thighs
beneath hers.
“Me.”
“You?” She
twisted in his arms and peered up into his face. His cock jumped and she
shrieked. “I’m so sorry!”
“You’re
apologizing for giving me a hard on?” He chuckled. “You’re priceless, Katy.”
“Oh, I was
afraid it hurt.”
“No, it
doesn’t hurt. Much.” He winked at her. “Back to your question. Have you ever
heard of BDSM?”
She felt her
face flame. “Um, yes, I mean, I’ve heard the term, but I’m not well-read on the
topic.” Did dreaming of Jackson Wainwright spanking her, tying her to his bed,
and fucking her until she cried count?
“Yes,
well, I’m not into sadism or masochism, but I’m heavy into bondage and
discipline.”
“Oh, my!
Really? What does that involve exactly? Wait. You were protecting me from your
interest in BDSM?”
“Yes. You have
a fragile quality about you, and you’re so shy. I was afraid I’d upset you,
frighten you, if I were to pursue you and share my dark desires with you.”
“That’s very
sweet of you, Jackson, but I’m not a fragile flower. My parents died when I was
little, and I got passed around in the foster care system. I had to learn
pretty early how to take care of myself. I wanted to go to college to be a
librarian, but I couldn’t afford it. I’ve been working in bookshops. I’ve saved
up enough money and have been taking classes here and there. I’ll graduate
someday.”
“Of course you
will. I know you can do it. But, Katy, about what I said before, about bondage
and submission. It’s really about trusting your partner or lover to have
control of your body, your desires, and your pleasure.”
Arousal spun
through her body, centering at last on your pussy. She cleared her throat. “And
you thought I couldn’t handle it?”
“When you put
it like that, it sounds awful, but I really thought I was protecting you. I
don’t know, Katy, maybe I was protecting myself. I’m not wired for a
commitment, and baby, you’ve got happily ever after written all over you.”
She wriggled off
of his lap and sat facing him on her knees. “You’re attracted to me though,
right?”
“Very,” he
said, and she thought she caught a flash of something dark and dangerous in his
eyes.
“So, if I said
I wanted to experience bondage and submission in a safe way, meaning with you,
would you be willing?”
“I told you,
sweetie. I can’t be in a long-term romantic relationship. I just can’t.”
“I didn’t say
anything about a relationship. I just want the experience. Well, that and I
would very much like for you to take my virginity.”
“Your…you want
me to take…dear god, Katy!”
The expression
on his face was priceless. “You don’t want it?” She asked, gazing into his
face, searching for she knew not what.
“I’d be
honored, baby, and when you’re ready…”
“I’m
Reshonda Tate Billingsley