âBesides, even if she wanted to go off, sheâs not going to do it with us here.â
âYeah,â Jasmine echoed as she climbed out of the backseat, âunlike my mom, who would just cuss all us out.â
Thinking of Jasmineâs mom brought a small smile to my face. âOkay, letâs go.â
I led the way to my front door. After letting myself in, I found my mom sitting in the living room in her favorite spotâher old rocking chair. Her Bible was spread out on her lap. I smiled as I noticed her sleeping soundly. She mustâve really been tired if she didnât wake up when the door opened. I swear, sometimes I felt my mom had supersonic hearing.
âHey, Ma,â I said, gently shaking her shoulder.
I had played down the talent show because I hadnât wanted my mom fawning all over me and embarrassing me. Besides, Iâd known sheâd have had to take off from work, something we couldnât afford for her to do.
âHey, baby,â my mom said as her eyes fluttered open. âHey, girls,â she added when she saw everyone else standing behind me.
âHi, Mrs. Harris,â they all said in unison.
âHow did the talent show go?â she asked, closing her Bible.
âI won, Mama.â
âThatâs wonderful,â she replied as she stood up and hugged me.
âYeah, Ma, can you believe it?â
âOf course I can,â she said lovingly.
âCamille was so off the chain,â Alexis chimed in.
âFor sheezy,â my mother joked.
I groaned in horror, the smile leaving my face. âMother, please. Donât ever, ever say that again.â
My mom laughed. âI heard someone say that when I was flipping through the channels earlier. I thought that was the hip stuff all you teens like. Anyway, are you guys hungry?â
âNo, Mom. Can you sit back down?â I said as I glanced nervously at my girls. They gave me supportive looks, so I continued before I lost my nerve. âOkay, so you know I get the thousand dollars for winning, right?â I said when she didnât bother to sit back down.
âYes, and weâre putting that up for college. You can take a hundred and buy you something, and we have to put some in church, but the rest is going for college.â She put her hands on her hips like she was readying for an argument.
âYeah, yeah. Thatâs cool,â I quickly replied.
My momâs left eyebrow immediately went up. âOkay, whatâs going on? Because there is no way that you agreed so easily to only get a hundred dollars. What do you want?â My mom knew me so well.
I flashed a bright smile. âOkay, well, there was a surprise guest at the talent show, and he announced that not only was the winner gonna get the money but they would get the chance to appear in his video.â
âWhat kind of video?â my mom said, instantly apprehensive. âAnd who was this surprise guest?â
âSisco. And itâs his new rap video. Heâs shooting it in two weeks.â
My mother cocked her head and gave me a look. âIâm sorry. I thought you just said you want to be in a rap video.â
âShe did,â Angel piped in.
I looked at Angel to tell her to shut up. I just needed them here for moral support and so my mom would maintain her cool in front of company. I didnât need them adding to the conversation.
âAnd this Sisco fella,â she asked slowly, âis he one of them gangsta rappers?â
âNo!â I exclaimed. âHe raps and sings. Kinda like Nas.â
âLike I know who that is. Well, the bottom line is, Iâm sure you told them you wouldnât be able to do that. Because thereâs no way my daughter is going to be in some gangsta rap video, where theyâre bragging about shooting police, forty- inch rims and calling women derogatory names.â
Jasmine giggled at my momâs reference to forty-inch