grip, trying to get a look at her face, and attempt to express my opinion.
Whatâs going on?
It comes out, of course, as a musical burble. I could as easily be asking for dinner.
âI know, I know, heâs fourteen years old,â she says. She has known shape-shifters for most of her life and never seems ill at ease conversing with them in animal form. âBut you know he knows how to drive. He can go on first in the Jeep and weâll come along behind him. If he has any trouble, well, weâll just pull over and leave the Jeep on the side of the road.â
Of course I know Alonzo can drive. I taught him myselfâin my Jeep, as a matter of factâbut we stayed mostly on my property and were never this close to a well-traveled road. Itâs true Iâve never seen cops on W, but theyâre constantly patrolling 159, and thatâs entirely too close. Bad enough that Alonzoâs too young to get a license; heâs also African-American, and most of the cops in this district are white.
When I try to get this point across to Bonnie, she just shrugs. âSheâs worried that you canât handle it,â she says to Alonzo.
He nods. âIâll be careful. Keys in the car?â
âThat would be my guess.â
He climbs out of the station wagon, unfolding his lanky body with care. Heâs taller and skinnier than Bonnie, growing taller and skinnier every day, though I know she and Aurelia feed him enough calories to turn him into a linebacker. But itâs not just adolescent awkwardness that makes him move so stiffly. He was an abused child, a shape-shifter whose father feared and hated him, and Iâm not sure weâll ever know the extent of the damage done to him. Bonnie says his torso and limbs carry dozens of scars, though she hasnât seen a physical reason for the precise way he moves and holds his body. But Iâve never seen him loosen up, even for a minute. Never seen him dance with abandon or run with joy. I donât know if he can.
I give up trying to argue and make myself comfortable on the seat still warm from Alonzoâs body. Itâs a matter of moments before Alonzo starts the Jeep and edges it past the station wagon and Bonnie takes off after him. In this shape, I canât accurately judge speed or distance if Iâm not moving under my own power, but it seems to me that weâre traveling pretty sedately. If we donât, in fact, encounter any police, we are home free, because Alonzo is the most careful driver on the planet.
Bonnie talks for the duration of the trip. âI donât know how long you wonât be human, but I thought Iâd leave Alonzo with you for the next few days,â she says. âHe can do the chores and feed the animals and call me if you need anything.â She glances over at me. âWeâve taken him out of school for the semesterâthought weâd try homeschooling for a year and see if that goes any better,â she adds. âHe does have a couple of friends, and theyâve been coming over in the evenings but the classes just werenâtâthey werenâtâI donât think Quinville Middle School is the right place for him.â
Bonnie and Aurelia have been taking care of Alonzo for the past two years, ever since Ryan rescued him and brought him to us. Theyâre the perfect foster parents. Bonnieâs a retired teacher and Aureliaâs a lawyer, and theyâve fostered kids off and on for the past ten years, so they both know the system. Oh, it might seem like a black kid from an urban neighborhood wouldnât find the best home with two whiter-than-white lesbians in a rural setting, but I can say this for certain: When he came into our lives, he wouldnât speak. He was afraid to touch anything. He only ate when no one else was looking. He slept on the floor for the first three months, seeming to believe that climbing into the bed made up in the