said.
âMaybe not. Did you sleep well?â
âHm-hm,â I said. The music stopped.
She waved wearily.
âNevermind. How does breakfast sound?â
âHm-hm,â I said.
She just smiled, pulled a drawer open, and said, âHere are the breakfast dishes, and thereâs the silverware. Could you ...? I have to watch the jam.â
I nodded and stood in front of the open drawer helplessly.
Had Ines already had breakfast? She must have eaten with Paul. And I had slept too late. But what if they wanted to eat again?
âWhatâs going on?â asked Ines. âWhat are you thinking?â
âUhânothing,â I said and decided to take two plates and two knives. Luck was on my side: Ines said she wanted to eat too.
âWhat do you like to drink with breakfast?â she asked and looked into the refrigerator. I stopped to think. What did Ines drink? I wanted to do everything right.
âCocoa?â she suggested. âJuice? Tea?â
I shrugged my shoulders. She was rummaging through the refrigerator. âAnd what would you like to eat? I mean, honey or sausage or nutella or cheese or ...?â
I shrugged my shoulders again. What did Ines eat?
She sighed. âWell, what did you eat in the orphanage? Sweet stuff or salty stuff?â
I looked down at my shoes, thinking that I was annoying her and that I had already started to mess everything up.
âSomething on bread,â I answered miserably.
We had a sort of hectic breakfast. Because of the jam, Ines was constantly jumping up, taking off the lid, and stirring, and at the same time she was also making herself some coffee.
I would have been happy to help, but I didnât dare ask.
So I sat there and drank my juice and ate my bread very slowly, so that I wouldnât have to say anything. If you donât say anything, you canât be wrong.
The juice tasted like it had been sitting in the refrigerator for a long time. A little sour and sort of fizzy. I really wanted some of the cocoa from the orphanage, but I didnât say anything. If Ines was already so busy with the record player and the jam and making coffee and everything, then she probably couldnât keep track of how long the juice had been in the refrigeratorâand besides, I didnât have to drink that much of it.
âListen, ArâAchim, I have to get going. To the flower shop. Paul is already at work. Heâll be home at five. Weâve been trying to take off work for a while, but it hasnât quite worked out yet, and we wanted to come and get you as soon as you said that we could, and ...â
She trailed off and looked into her cup of coffee intently. Had she lost something in it? Something that had sunk into her coffee?
âItâs all a little ⦠awkward, I know,â Ines said finally. âWe thought that at first... you could stay with our neighbors during the day. Till school starts. Theyâre nice people, really...â
Her voice trailed off again. I started to feel sorry for her. Apparently she felt bad that she and Paul couldnât look after me the whole time.
âIâm not a little kid anymore,â I said quietly. âI can stay here and take care of myself.â
âOh, ArâAchim.â Ines looked up from her coffee cup and smiled at me. âBut all alone! Where everything is still so new to you! I told the neighbors a long time ago, you know. They have two kids, a boy and a girl. The three of you will definitely have fun together... they could show you around...â
She stood up and pointed out the window. âItâs that house over there, with the green roof. You just take the path ⦠youâre really grown up already,â she added and gave me a smile. âYou definitely wonât get lost.â
I shook my head.
âGood,â said Ines. âIâm giving you a house key. You should take good care of it.â
I nodded.
She took
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